I feel small

I feel small,
Oh so small,
In this huge, overwhelming world,
With no shield to protect me,
From the hurt being thrown my way.

I feel helpless,
Oh so helpless, it seems,
I can only stand by and watch.
Watch as loved ones around me get hurt,
But I tell myself it's not my fault.

I feel weak,
Oh so weak;
This burden is crushing me down.
But I will not go down that easily,
I will manage for a little longer...

I feel lonely,
Oh so lonely,
Doesn't anyone understand?
No; I am left to drown in my own tears,
In my own sadness and grief.

I am tired.
Oh, so tired.
I don't know how much more I can take.
Perhaps just another step or two;
Just a little farther, keep going!
No. I need to rest.
I can not make it on my own.