You

You said I was your everything,
the only one for you.
You told me we were till the end
but I now know that's not true.

I thought I knew the real you-
was convinced that you were mine
and you always reassured me,
told me that everything was fine.

You took my heart inside your own
told me it was there to stay,
then cast me out so viciously
I didn't know what to say.

It wasn't that you lied to me
or that you refused to call,
but the fact that you just used me
and you never cared at all.

You wrote, "I hope you understand,
and can we still be friends?"
But what did you expect me to say
As my whole world crashed to an end?

All I could do was sit there
and stare at the computer screen
as tears fell swiftly down my face
in a silent scream.

I just could not believe it-
how could something so good end?
Though you're too blind to see it,
my heart will never mend.

You took my newly wounded heart
and smashed it to efface.
For when the next day came around
someone else was in my place.

She wasn't like me at all.
She would never really care.
You were just her play thing-
she caught you in her snare.

I needed someone there for me-
to hold me though the years,
but who was I to go to
when only you could dry my tears?

But even with the pain you caused,
after all you put me through,
there's one thing that I can't escape-
I'm still in love with you.