You and Me?

Guess you could say I found out I’m on your mind
No one told me I could see it in your eyes
I didn’t really ever want to know
Knew it was done I let it all go
But now you’re back and I don’t know why
I’m sure it’s because you love to see me die
My eyes are bloodshot from all the tears that I’ve shed
I know you love holdin that gun to my head
You didn’t really want this but we’re better off dead

Now I’m back to the start lying on the floor
The pains too much I just can’t take anymore
I look into your eyes knew you didn’t have the balls
You could have pulled the trigger put an end to it all
Still you smile back at me like we have just met
You make it so hard to turn you into just another regret

You come off as simple but you’re so damn confusing
I used to think you weren’t worth the losing
Still I follow your footsteps that lead me to nowhere fast
No matter how hard I tried to be first you always put me last
Your words did nothing but destroy all I had to give
They killed us slowly it was too hard to live
Torn apart, ripped apart at the seams
The whisper of I love you is never what it means

Black clouds over our eyes it was too dark to see
There was never such a thing as you and me