Remembrance

I sit alone, in front of an open door…
The waves of hate crashes into my face…
It builds, builds up inside… I fall apart instead of cry….
(Chorus)
And I remember you…
I remember the things that you’d say…
I remember the moments you’d break…
I remember the times that you’d cry… On me…
And in times of darkened clouds…You’d tell me to burn in hell…
This is life… I remember you… All of you…
The remembrance of my fate…

So I’d climb from the hole…with the waves hitting me…
I’d push through pain and heart ache…
Just to be bombarded… And I fall back down…
But now I can’t fight this hate… I wont break the chains of fate…
I wont try and fix my head…
I’ll just dig a deeper grave…

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So now I’m sick and tired of pain…
The body of faith clasped in this hate…
Lonely days are all I see and in time, you’ll be like me…
I’ll walk to the bridge…Stand up tall and see my fate…
One more day, of broken faith…
None more day to feed my hate…
One more chance to see the truth…
My time is near and all I can do is think of you…

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I close my eyes…
Only to see… The images of what got me here…
I finally scream out loud… All the pain…
I let out all the hate… And the times I shrunk in shame…
As I fall into my grave…

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I fall into the night, yet I feel no fear…
My time is near and I don’t care…
They broke my heart... Destroyed my dreams...
Left me to die, in the shame...
So now I fall, the burns away as I fall into my grave…

Even in death, I can’t see the peace being there…