Always

I hate the way you talk to me,
when you get really mad.
I hate the way you say harsh words,
it makes me feel so bad.
I hate the way you laugh at me,
when I mean what I say.
I hate the way you make me feel,
when I'm already having a bad day.
I really hate it when you let me down,
thats what makes me cry.
I hate it when you just give in,
but I hate it more when you lie.
I hate it when you turn to me,
to fix all of your mistakes.
I hate it when you give so little,
still yet - to much for you to take.
I hate it when you look at me,
with your big green eyes.
I hate it when you say you love me,
and then leave me in a lie.
I hate it when you hug me,
and when you hold me near.
I hate it when you whisper things,
softly in my ear.
But most of all I hate myself,
for walking out the door.
Because no matter how much I hate you,
I will ALWAYS love you more!