As I Close My Eyes

As I Close My Eyes

As I close my eyes in slumber,
my rest evades me still,
wishing just to hold you, touch you,
my yearnings you fulfill.

Like fluids build pre-orgasm,
my body cries out for you,
wishing release, but no outlet it finds,
my cravings again subdued.

But dreamland is near on the clouds in my eyes,
Behind my eyelids I see your manhood rise.
My finger to my lips, my imagination rages.
I try to sleep, but my body in these stages,
cries out inside and calls your name only.
I realize that painful feeling, smiling but lonely.

Soon our lips will kiss away this loneliness we've felt,
I'll feel your body close to mine, and again begin to melt.
Until then we only hear each others voices
We dream, we plan, and consider our choices.

Realistic we must be. Will it happen for real?
I begin to dream, I'm confident your heart I'll steal.

And when we touch I have no doubt,
both you and I shall see
And feel those fireworks in our hearts,
Truly felt from the first by you and me.

Goodnight my love. Vicki Lynne 4/12/02, revised 10/15/05