You Are My Pain

Life was worthless
Life was blue
And it was all
Because of you

Old memories
Locked away
Not even the good ones
Come out to play

Pain is piercing
Through my heart
And tearing
My soul apart

Harsh words
Violent blows
Hidden secrets
Nobody knows

I still loved you
Even after all this
My heart melted
With every kiss

But you were the cause
Of all my pain
And it was driving
Me insane

Sleeping awake
Choking on a dream
Listening loudly
To a silent scream

You allowed yourself
To push me away
And I still hate you
To this very day

And now within my darkness
No warmth can I obtain
I sit here and remember
My agonizing pain