"Honestly, I hate you"

Soft and Only


Hello baby...

Do you remember my insecurity?

Would you please just touch my----

Favorite memory?....



Can you relapse and hold my picture? Please?

And when you're done sinking.....do with it as you'd like..

Because with or without it....

I still crave the way we melt together....

The way we fall for each other,

Every time we touch...

And you know its true, beautiful....so don't lie...

Because i've always wanted you....

And you've always wanted me....



Besides, there is no other smile to chase away my fears...

Even the ones I bury deep within my tears...

All those that I hide so well from my friends....

But you find them...and with you're love I grasp,

My sample of heaven....



And simply because I long to make you two happy.....

My fingertips force out the vibration...

While your dissolving words create,

The wooden echo of emotion that allows my mind to escape....



But indeed I have created more...

More mystery....

Something that only you can translate....

With you're 3D glasses you can see it all...

Even with you're eyes closed....

You'll feel

The emotion....

Even from this distance....

You'll miss those

Neverending nights....

The ones that our hearts wouldn't allow to stop....



You know lemon pie...?

The future that we shouldn't miss....

Even my need for your reflection...

My need for your push in the right direction....



Whether it be in death....or life...

My lips will taste your love before this story rests....



Do you know why?

Because even though we've both made mistakes....

There is still time to replace....the parts we've

Erased....So...

Close you're eyes....

Hold you're breath...

And hope that there is a god to help us finish whats left....

I love you Brittany Lee Hafer...







My hands only do what they feel....

And you're not even here.....

To stop me from saying what you wanna hear....



Lemon Pie!!

You bring me Serenity....You consume my Eternity...

You cure my insecurity...



And Victor....Well..

I want him to know me...

Not only to teach him....

But to help you teach him..

And love him...The way he should

Be loved...

Because he deserves better than the rest....



" Show me, Show me, Show me how you do that trick. The one that makes me scream she said, the one that makes me laugh she said and threw her armns around my neck..show me how you do it and I promise you I promise that i'll run away with you, Ill run away with you" Robert Smith