Darkness

The darkest place within;
the fears are welling.

My mind turns to tin;
the screams are swelling.

Happiness what's that;
I wonder if they know I killed that cat?

My family is emotionally flat;
I hope they can't see the place I'm at.

The plans and ideas racing;
the thoughts dangerous, plots deadly.

Serial killers pasts tracing;
how about this bloody medley.

Someone should stop me;
but no-one sees the giant red sign over my head.

I am what I can be;
Soon the world or I will be dead.