Hypocrite

Hypocrite
You watch me with those eyes
And judge me for im normal?
Can you not see- my fear is shaded by glee
But then again im talking to me.

I tell myself -
And I tell myself everyday
SMILE
The children love a clown
For is a clown what I perceive god gave me??

Striving for anything but status quo
I feel so normal
I know names but faces they melt
The warmth is cold and the ice it burns

I walk the same path everyday
The yellow brick road
That shows there’s no way home
The trees will sway - the oceans tide
The laughs ring out
I’ll never fight the feeling
I lost my sight: I lost my life