Friend or Together? |
iWillRise: Hey WolfFiric: Hey :P WolfFiric: Kylan. I can pretend to be your friend, o.e iWillRise : pretend? WolfFiric : cant* I mean. WolfFiric: ......? iWillRise: what do you mean you can't pretend to be my friend? We aren't pretending. We are. WolfFiric: No, you cant be friends with someone that you used to loved and touch. iWillRise: We can Trey. WolfFiric: So you your telling me to forgot our 1 month relationship, like it never even happened. iWillRise: No thats not what i'm saying. Didn't you say that if I didn't want you back then you'd understand in both of those messages you sent me... I'm just saying that we're friends, Trey. Guest_WolfFiric: I said I would understand... But having me as your friend... Guest_WolfFiricGuest_WolfFiric : Is the same as taking me back. Guest_WolfFiric: But Its fustrating me. Guest_WolfFiric: And you pretend that whole 1 month never happened btw us. Guest_iWillRise: I'm not pretending that it never happened Trey..e Guest_iWillRise: It did happen Guest_iWillRise: i'm just moving away from it for now..it's just complicated Guest_WolfFiric: It hurts not having you, and hutrs even more when your around me. I cant move on from it. Guest_WolfFiric: hurts* Guest_WolfFiric: And I know you dont want to move away from it. Guest_iWillRise: Trey please don't do this.. Guest_WolfFiric: No, You need to start fighting for our love, and stop hiding it.. Guest_iWillRise: Trey...i'm sorry, but we're friends. Guest_WolfFiric: I dont believe you. Guest_iWillRise: Trey, I just see us as friends, like i said before...if yesterday had gone a different way then maybe, but it didn't. Guest_WolfFiric: Kylan, I cant change the past, I can only learn from the past. Guest_WolfFiric: And if you just see me as "Just" friends. Answer me this. Guest_WolfFiric: Tell me that you dont love me, and Ill leave you alone. Guest_iWillRise: I can't do that Guest_WolfFiric: Why. Guest_iWillRise: Trey why can't you just accept that I just want to be friends :/ Guest_WolfFiric: Then tell me that you dont love me, Ill know that Im just a friend to you. Guest_iWillRise: Trey....I do love you, I just don't love you like I did when we were together. I lost some of my feelings for you. Guest_WolfFiric: No, you havnt lost them, you just choose to hide your feelings for me. Guest_iWillRise: I have Trey. Guest_iWillRise: I'm not hiding them, there are just somethings that make me lose feelings for people i love and what happened yesterday was one Guest_WolfFiric: Then tell me that you dont love me. Ill know that I lost you and your feelings! Guest_WolfFiric: I dont believe it! Guest_iWillRise: I'm pretty sure if I wanted to date you Trey, I would. But I don't. Guest_WolfFiric: Answer... me then. I wont believe a word you say if you dont. Guest_iWillRise: Trey I told you that I don't love you in the way that I once did Guest_WolfFiric: Fine then I wont fight for you any longer. I lost you completely.. Guest_iWillRise: ..I'm your friend. Guest_WolfFiric: Im to hurt to be your friend... when Im around you it reminds me of my failure. Guest_iWillRise: it seems like you and Shad are friends, you & I can be the same. Guest_WolfFiric: You dont get it. My feelings towards you are different from anyone else, there special. Guest_WolfFiric: But like you said. There lost. Guest_iWillRise: Sorry...idk what else to say now. Guest_WolfFiric: Kylan... you know what has to be done. Guest_WolfFiric: You just dont want to do it. Guest_iWillRise: Trey i'm not going to put myself in a relationship where I don't feel the same way Guest_WolfFiric: Me either. Guest_WolfFiric: Im not talking about that. Guest_iWillRiseGuest_iWillRise : ok Guest_WolfFiricGuest_WolfFiric : Im not going to put myself in a relationship where I dont the same way either. Guest_WolfFiric: feel* Guest_WolfFiric: So thats why I can be your friend. Guest_WolfFiric: cant* Guest_iWillRiseGuest_iWillRise : Then should we just not talk? Guest_WolfFiricGuest_WolfFiric Guest_WolfFiric : Yes, sadly. Guest_WolfFiricGuest_WolfFiric : Im sorry but I cant pretend to not love you anymore. Guest_iWillRiseGuest_iWillRise : Trey I never said you couldn't have feelings for me.. Guest_WolfFiricGuest_WolfFiric : Stop making this hard. You said you dont love. I wont have feelings for you if you lost mines. Guest_iWillRise: I'm not making this hard, you're the one thats making this hard. Guest_iWillRise: It's not hard to be friends, we were friends before we even started dating Guest_WolfFiric: You left out the we was once also lovers before. Guest_iWillRise: but we were friends firstt Guest_WolfFiric: I lost my feelings for you as friend. Like you have with mines. Guest_iWillRise: Trey just accept that we're friends so we can just move on from this. Guest_WolfFiric: Why? Tell me. Guest_iWillRise: Because thats just how I feel. Guest_WolfFiricGuest_WolfFiric : How you feel. Doesnt matches with me. Guest_iWillRise: ... Guest_iWillRise: I can say the same thing. Guest_WolfFiric: So Tell me again, why? Guest_iWillRise: What do you want to know Trey? I've already told you everything. I've already told you why I don't want to date...because I just don't feel like I did. Theres nothing else to it Trey :/ Guest_WolfFiric: Kylan.... Let me go then. Guest_iWillRiseGuest_iWillRise : Fine... Guest_iWillRise: I've done everything I could. Guest_WolfFiric: Kylan... I fought so much for your love, I screw up once.... I lose it... Im just done fighting. Guest_WolfFiric: Its clear that you dont love me. Guest_WolfFiric: And your not letting me go, By keeping me as a friend. Guest_WolfFiric: Your huring me more. Guest_WolfFiric: hurting* Guest_iWillRise: If thats what you want to think then..theres nothing else I can say. I've told you how I feel multiple times.. Guest_WolfFiric: U've told me multiple times when we're at a good state. Guest_WolfFiric: When things get bumpy you give up. Guest_iWillRise: I have reasons.. Guest_WolfFiric: Reasons or not... We should get through anything. Guest_iWillRise: Sorry Guest_WolfFiric: ..... Guest_WolfFiric: -Hugs tightly- Guest_WolfFiric: I dont know what to do... Guest_iWillRise: Just be my friend.. Guest_WolfFiric: -Crys on your shoulder- Guest_WolfFiric: Give me time... Guest_iWillRise: -pats his back- Ok.. Guest_WolfFiric: .... :/ Guest_WolfFiric: I have to go... this is too much.. Guest_iWillRise: ...if thats what you want, but I thought we were passed this last night Guest_WolfFiric: You really thing I or you could just forget all that time in one night.... Guest_iWillRise: right before I went to bed, you know how we were sitting at that table...you seemed to be fine Guest_WolfFiric: ....It was torture sitting at that table. |