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it still bleeds internally |
When I see the blood run Life pulsates out Validating I'm alive So long as sharpened steel doesn't penetrate my skin The wounds will still bleed By the razors bisecting my mind Swimming through my veins Have to cut every artery And bleed my veins to hallowed tubes My last scar is my first The one that pains me to a repressed scent A comparative detail to what I struggle To keep a gestalt A blur that wont leave that corner of my eye The true immortal scar My child I couldn't put myself to kill That scratch inside my heart that stings With each beat Scabbing til razors pass To pick apart at everything I know Madness swelling at the base of my brain Trying to process massacred thoughts Of my first loss Shallow enough to feel every nerve ending Deep enough to cut the lining of my heart Her infection staying open Til my heart is bled dry Cutting til the last drop is bled The last scar bleeds internally blue Spreading like a virus Razors mass produce in my blood stream Opening my first wound With each beat Beating faster at the sound of her voice In someone else's mouth As long as she breaths As long as she's imprinted in my thoughts Code red is the only cure Breeding razors, replicating through my red blood cells Weaker as the years pass The mass produced steel transforms my warm blood cold Her breathes will infect and sting from an eternal wound With each beat my heart pumps Fueling my one true love My one true regret, slipping through immature hands She bred these razors I raised taught them to swim and build their harbor Feeding them with my bottom thoughts Til they grew to large to contain Releasing them into my blood stream I could heal every pained memory Erase her from my thoughts But she'd still have safe harbor With a mysterious burning sting With each heart beat Fused to my DNA after opening her wound Day in and day out She'll be the queen virus inside the lining of my heart As the source of my blood flow She'll still pain with one drop of blood tearing Being without her in life |