The New Love

It was a late night as I walked into my house from the party at Rachel's house, and I thought I was walking alone when a red truck pulled over right beside me. "Go the hell away Kyle! I already told I won't go out with you, ask me when I'm not drunk." I yelled. I'm 17 and he was too, he had asked me out at the party and I rejected him because I was drunk. Even though he doesn't drink he understood why I drank, I hadn't told anyone but him and my friend who I drank with so far. I plan to tell my dad when I'm 21.
The worst of it all I'll have to say no because I'm Bisexual and have a girlfriend, even though when I didn't know I was I had feelings for him but that was in the sixth grade.

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As I walk to school the next day I saw Kyle again and sighed deeply, he walked up to me "hey" I said "hey" he said back and looked deep into my ice blue eyes and I saw pain in his vibrant green eyes. "Evelyn,I wanted to ask you something-" I cut him off before he could finish what I knew he was gonna say with a sigh,"Listen Kyle, I'm sorry but I can't, I like mentally can't!" I yelled and he said "You can't? Why?" he asked,we were almost to school. "I can't because there's something I have only told Brandi and that scares me so much because of how I might die tomorrow if I tell any-" he cut me off saying "I understand, and I'm sorry I didn't mean to pry Eve" he said loud enough for only me to hear.

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"Kyle listen to me. We need to talk about why I can't date you!" I said to him after school as I walk through the forest to get to my house from school and we walked together so I could just hang with him, and of course he's thinking of it as something more.
"What, Eve what could you possibly have to say?" he asked sounding pissed and I said "I can't date you because I um.. I umm... I want to tell you something" I said as a tear dripped down my porcelain skin. "Hey don't cry, please I just need you to tell me if I get hurt I will be fine!" he said so calmly "I can't date you because I um.. are you sure?" I asked "yes I'm 100% sure Evelyn." he responded "I can't date you because I have a-" I was cut off my him "Boyfriend?" he asked "No," I responded and he nodded letting me know to continue...
"I can't date you because I have a-" I was cut off by him"Boyfriend?" he asked "No," I responded and he nodded letting me know to continue "I can't date you because I have a girlfriend..." I explained to him . He watched my icy blue eyes and I watched his vibrant green ones and noticed love in them and,then I looked away as he stepped closer to my body and as he touched my arm,I got tingles. I was almost home by the time he did all this and I can admit I kinda liked it. Just then I got a text from my girlfriend saying to meet me in the woods near my house and so I told Jack I had to meet someone somewhere and not to follow me but to go inside and wait there.
xxx (in the woods)
"Hey" I said to Anna while she turned around"Hey, sorry to drag you here out of nowhere." she said sincerely "No worries I wasn't that far anyway" I said as she looked at my eyes I noticed she wasn't closing the distance between us like she normally does "So what did you need?" I asked unsuspiciously as she took a step back and bumped into a small tree "I need to tell you something," I nodded to let her know to continue "I'm sorry but I don't think this is working Evelyn I know it isn't fair to you but I feel like I'm not talking to anyone but a robot when I talk to you!" She said and I understood why because I always spaced out thinking about something else like five minutes ago when I was walking here I was spaced out and I almost got hit by a car. "I understand I get it honestly I get annoyed at myself for spacing out." I answered calmly and started to walk back to my house where Kyle was waiting when she grabbed my wrist "I wasn't done!" she exclaimed as I looked over her one last time before saying"I was!" and turned away crying and running back to my house.
xxxx(back at my house crying)
When I got home I was still crying and Kyle noticed and started to hug"what's wrong Eve?" and I couldn't stop crying to tell him he hugged me tighter until we walked inside and sat down on my couch. I was still crying when I put my head between his head and shoulders crying onto his collar of his black shirt.....
When I finally stopped crying two hours later I forgot I was sitting on Kyle’s lap crying into his shoulder so when I looked up there was no gap between us, I started to move away but I couldn't move because my arms were still around his neck from when I was crying "So Eve, I asked this earlier but I still wanna know, What's wrong?" he suddenly asked and I wanted to keep it in but something in me told me to tell him so "Remember how I said I couldn't date you because I had a girlfriend?" I asked while there still wasn't a gap between us "Yeah, why did she do something?" he asked as we were like three seconds from kissing"Yeah she did, and I know it was partially my fault but I still will miss her." I said as he got the tiniest closer and our lips meet and,I deepened it,wrapping myself around him as we kissed I forgot all about the breakup with Anna and I forgot about the world I only was focused on him…..and his lips……

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I was watching Netflix with Kyle when I realized how awkward it must be for him, I mean we kissed and now we are acting like it didn't happen.