dead end wishes

my hair was tied in a pony tail i looked back at my house.....it was dark all the lights are off...every one sleeping.my drunken father told me if i ran away i would get hunted down.lets test that!i turned away from that crappy hell hole.my older brother told me he loved me before he watch me walk out the front door. i loved him and only him...this town is nothing but hell.im jewils...17..i live in lancaster...my mothers a drugy and my fathers a drunks abusive asshole..and my brother trying to get away from here to....i just made it first.