Passion and Pain

My passion and my pain our my biggest emotions. My passion is love and all that means. I like to think I can find a love in everything I do or every person I meet. My pain runs deeper than anything in my life. My pain is all that I loved and loss. My pain is that I will never get to see my dreams come true. My pain is know I will never be the wife I should be. My pain is know all those I have hurt and never made right. My passion is to love those in my life with all I have and all that I am. My pain lies in the fact that I have a job where I can die and never tell those who mean the world to me goodbye and how much I love love them and cared even I acted as if I didn't. My passion is in wanting to help those who don't have what I have and to teach childern and prepare them for a better future than what I have. My pain is seeing people suffer because of me or of the orders I have to follow. My passion is my pain, and my pain is my passion. Never ending and always present in all I do.