SINNING IN LIFE

WHAT DO I DO?
DO I JUST SIT HERE AND KEEP WAITING FOR HER TO COME BACK TO ME?
I TRULY MISS BEING WITH HER.
OUR RELATIONSHIP WAS SHORT, BUT I CHERISHED EVERY SECOND OF IT.
IT ALL ENDED SO FAST, I DIDN'T HAVE ENOUGH TIME TO GIVE HER ALL I COULD.
SO IM ASKING, WHAT DO I DO?
DO I MOVE ON AND FIND BETTER?
I PROMISE SHE WAS THE BEST I EVER HAD.
IT SEEMS LIKE ERVYTIME I THINK I'VE FOUND THE RIGHT ONE IT ALL ENDS.
WHY DOES THIS ALWAYS HAPPEN?
IS IT A SIN TO BE GAY, IF SO I DONT CARE
IF I GET SENT TO HELL FOR BEING THIS WAY THEN SO BE IT.
IT'S NOT MY FAULT, I WAS MADE THIS WAS.
MY HEART WANTS HER, OR DOES MY MIND?
I'M CONFIDENT IT'S BOTH, BUT YOU NEVER BE TOO CONVINCED.
THIS ISN'T JUST A DREAM OR A FANTASY.
THIS IS REAL LIFE, MY LIFE.
AND IT'S GETTING MORE PERPLEXING EVERYDAY THAT SHE'S GONE OUT OF MY WORLD.
HOW DO I GET HER BACK?
DO I FIGHT FOR HER?
I'VE BEEN FIGHTING, BUT IT'S HARD.
DO I KEEP TELLING HER EVERYDAY HOW I FEEL?
I KEEP TELLING HER, BUT THT'S NOT GOOD ENOUGH.
DO I JUST MOVE ON, AND REPLACE HER IN MY MIND AND HEART?
IT'S GENUINELY MUCH EASIER SAID THAN DONE.
AM I DOING TOO MUCH, OR NOT ENOUGH?
SOMETIMES IT'S TOO COMPLEX FIGHTING FOR WHAT YOU WANT.
WHAT DO YOU DO WNAT YOU'RE IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE THAT HAS SOMEONE ELSE?
WHERE DO I GO FROM HERE?
THAT'S A QUESTION LEFT UNANSWERED.
I CAN ONLY RESOLVE THIS MYSELF, I CAN'T ASK FOR HELP WITH THIS.
IT WON'T HELP ME ANY IF I ASK FOR HELP.
I'LL JUST HAVE MORE UNANSWERED QUESTIONS.
WHAT DO I DO, AND HOW WILL IT BE DONE?
I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO.