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Whew! Life! It's time to get down and let her rip! |
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{f:comic} It's time to get SERIOUS. I haven't been writing due to life but I know now if I let life stand in the way of my talent I will loose it. I have to write or read about writing. I have to hand write in journals. I have to be active on this sight. I need to read the literature I want to write! We all have to get with the program or get off the speed boat of life. |
| Well, with ADD medicine and hormone patches I think I can make it through one more day. I am just sometimes living one moment at a time. I stayed in the hospital with my Mother while my Aunt is on her death bed. It is such a hard ordeal to go through but I am holding my own. It's my tougue that is so hard to hold. I'll get back to my old stage comedy routine soon. Until then I ride the roller coaster where the moods are up and down. I wish I was in Disneyland, like I was this summer in California. You can't think of problems when you are on the Twilight Zone ride, eh, friends. Blessings to my Catholic friends who have lost a great, forgiving caring Pope. He was someone I admired. Some times my friend and I think we have to keep coming back until we become as good as a saint. In that case, you'll be seeing more and more of us as the days go by. Kinda like the main character in Green Mile, Tom Hanks who lives forever and watches people that he loves go. |
| I admire all of you out there who are in the medical profession. Just 2 days and nights have left me crazy. God bless your souls and keep you from mean patients. Diane |
| I have to leave and go to the hospital. Their are only 3 left in my family. My Mom, my Aunt, and me. My Aunt is 79 and facing basically the same medical problems as the Pope. It is time to leave. I am expecting my daughter anytime to come and be my rock. Without her I feel nothing. She is such a strong young lady to be 22. I will be in and out on the website. My Aunt and Mom live 20 miles from me and the hospital is about 30 miles. I am feeding pets. Begging work to understand and depending on friends. Humor will help, prayers wouldn't hurt. |
| Having a tough time facing Aunt's health problems. I want to write so bad but my condition is just kinda jittery. Like butterfly's in an hour glass so is the days of my life. Some people have one of those days; I have one of those lifes. |
| I guess we all need to laugh and I am funny. I try to do that on every different occasion. Laughter is what we need in this world. We need funny news, good news, not pictures of plane accidents with bodies being shown. How did we let them give us just little of this and that to make us immune to what goes around us. Anyway, I wish people would leave me some comments on my serious stuff. Just wishing. Still have a loved one in the hospital. An Aunt, loved but not liked. I will be venting a lot. It may be funny some days. It may be depressing and sad others. Where we stand is holy, holy is the ground, Forest, mountain, river, listen to the sound, Great Spirit circling all around us. ---Circle song  |
Oh, well even in the hospital you can find humor that is if you can stand the patients or should I say patience? I went today...Mom called in hysterics! "Your Aunt is having chest pains," she said. Better get down here fast; but don't drive too fast or you'll wreck."  Loaded up and had my husband drive faster than usual and fought with him all the way because he was not gonna let those biddies get him one more time and if they talked to me wrong then it would get ulgy. Okay, I said, " Just get me to the hospital." He forgot when he was in the hospital I was waiting on him like a baby. Well, after things calmed down the I.V. alarm (beep, beep, beep, on and on driving me crazy, with no patch on to give me hormone theapy) went off. I've been through enough of hospital stuff to check the line for air then press silence and call the nurse so I told Mom to give me her glasses so I could see. She gave them to me thinking I was going to read something. When I pressed the silent button there was no beeping but a death scream from my Mom, "What in the hell do you think you're doing?"  I said, "I am not pulling out life support Mom I am just stopping this thing from beeping, I know what I'm doing!" Dammit, Diane you aren't a nurse she said. I thought thank God for that everyone up here would be shook to quietness. After that I enjoyed the continual rythm of the beeping. BEEP, BEEP, BEEP, BEEP, ETC. My Aunt said, "Diane, turn that damn thing off." I said, "No not without Mom's permission or the nursing staff." BEEP, BEEP, BEEP, BEEP....Silence may be golden but when that nurse said I could have push silence because I checked the line for air and called her I did the right thing. Awwwwww....then those lovely words that I am so fond of saying, 'I told you so."  |
| Have been at the hospital with my Aunt. She is dying. Life is hard. 48 year old husband has had numerous accidents, STAPH infection. His feet are swollen. The only two to bring life to me is Christ and a son in prison. Be praying for me. Diane |
| You know with depression some days are good and then some are bad. Some days it seems like you only see in black and white. There's no color in those days and you see only in negative never receiving any positive feedback. Today I woke up so late. I was expecting critism from everywhere. Thinking oh, my gosh who could have called than I didn't answer and I realized; did it really matter? I woke up and ummmmmm had that new honey peanut butter I think it's by Jiff with concord grape jelly on some fresh bread. As I ate and looked out my greenhouse window in the kitchen I saw lots of cardinals eating the sunflower seed I had bought yesterday, in addition the cutest woodpecker. I thought to myself, you know this is what life's about. Yes, tradegy has hit my life but without it would I be standing in my kitchen just in a tee-shirt enjoying the taste of honey peanut butter, a touch of grape, and see the deep red color of the birds. Yes, I lost a job because my husband had an accident but this slower pace of life isn't it great? If all this hadn't have happened would I really know my husband as I should? Could I have wrote the poem that I read to my Mom about her favorite grandson who is in prison? She loved the poem and it brought up questions for her. Would I even write the poem without his tradegy?Everything that happens in life happens for a reason. You can let good come out of it or you can let it become bad. You can get disgrunted about your situation and sue because life is not what you thought it should be. When you take a look around even on this simple website that brings so many others close together; you say, hey this isn't so bad infact this is good. I picked my daffodils this morning and place them in a vase and put them on the bar. If I was at work I'd never have the time. So now I nuture and write and enjoy my life. I read the work of others and say, "Thank you, God even for the tragedies of life; for they have giving me so much to live for." Thank you, God for giving me back my heart. |
| Think I'm having withdrawn symtoms from not having my patch on at the present being. If I worked at the post office I am sure that the flag would be flying at half staff (can't spell espcially with a homone definsiy). I think those things are addictive. What are they made from? Are you laying down? Dyhydated Horse's Urine. No wonder I am crazy and wired up. Mistreatment of animals tend to get on my last nerve! It's even hard for me to eat meat. Have you seen the Happy Cows from California? I visited there last summer. I have never in my life seen such sadder cows than in California. They call me a cow Whisper in the south. Known as one of the best. The first cow I visited said please don't send me to California. Any where but there. She said you should see their commercials on bulls after cows for mating purposes. This cow said they had no moral character what so ever. Hopefully, the female cows have a union started to stop this kind of commericials promoting sex among cows who don't even know each other. |
| I am craving white sugar so I am going to get my fix then maybe I can think clearer. |
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