Poem by John Keats ▼
No, no, go not to Lethe, neither twist
Wolf's-bane, tight-rooted, for its poisonous wine;
Nor suffer thy pale forehead to be kiss'd
By nightshade, ruby grape of Proserpine;
Make not your rosary of yew-berries,
Nor let the beetle, nor the death-moth be
Your mournful Psyche, nor the downy owl
A partner in your sorrow's mysteries;
For shade to shade will come too drowsily,
And drown the wakeful anguish of the soul.
But when the melancholy fit shall fall
Sudden from heaven like a weeping cloud,
That fosters the droop-headed flowers all,
And hides the green hill in an April shroud;
Then glut thy sorrow on a morning rose,
Or on the rainbow of the salt sand-wave,
Or on the wealth of globed peonies;
Or if thy mistress some rich anger shows,
Emprison her soft hand, and let her rave,
And feed deep, deep upon her peerless eyes.
She dwells with Beauty—Beauty that must die;
And Joy, whose hand is ever at his lips
Bidding adieu; and aching Pleasure nigh,
Turning to poison while the bee-mouth sips:
Ay, in the very temple of Delight
Veil'd Melancholy has her sovran shrine,
Though seen of none save him whose strenuous tongue
Can burst Joy's grape against his palate fine;
His soul shalt taste the sadness of her might,
And be among her cloudy trophies hung.
It's interesting to see what poetry I read when I was younger and why. I struggled to cope with Bipolar Disorder 1, simply called Manic Depression back then, and spent a good amount of time reading about the sorrows of others. I wasn't alone. Although I was trapped on the carousel of my chemical imbalance, I felt like it would eventually be okay. If the great poets of the world could manage through worse times than I ever knew, surely I would make it out of high school alive. Of course, being an emotionally unbalanced teenager, I didn't attempt to analyze this poem to discover why I enjoyed and responded to it. As an adult, the first thing I noticed is the alliteration. I'm a sucker for it. I wonder now if I realized at 15, the twist of a sad ode instead of the familiar celebratory ones. I've only written a few odes myself, but none were uplifting. And the iambic pentameter! I still haven't harnessed that bitch. Anyways, I guess you could say that my theme for March is rereading some old favorites and comparing my thoughts.
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