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COVID-19 has officially arrived in Cooke County, Texas. We had 2 people test positive. Even though I have an autoimmune disease that lets a sinus infection take me down for a month, I wasn't too concerned before now. I don't watch the news much, so I wasn't aware of the massive amounts of sick in Dallas County. Where I'm from and were I visit on a weekly basis. My husband & daughters are worried about me, so I feel like I need to be careful not to frighten them anymore. My mother..well, with her COPD, will probably die if she gets it. So she's in her own little pity party and thinks I'm overdramatic. Hopefully that didn't come off too bitchy. So I did a big shopping trip yesterday & tried to get the shopping done for the month. We're in a small town with only a Walmart & Tom Thumb. No eggs, bread, cheese, and of course no paper products. They put a limit of 1 product per person per day and they are fucking rude about it. These shortages are ridiculous. So, that's it. Just sitting around wondering if I've been pulled into a book, like The Neverending Story or if this is just my extremely overactive imagination playing a trick on me. Although, I wonder if anyone knows how long the shortages will last? Surely it can't just be Texas. I keep going back and forth on whether or not I should be worried. At first, I thought it was no big deal. Since my immune system is my worst enemy, I frequently use hand sanitizer when I'm out shopping or whatever. I planned on running my errands in the early morning to avoid people. Plus, no one in my county had tested positive. The neighboring counties had 30. The very next day, that number jumped to 82. I just don't understand. If the only people that need to worry about getting fatally ill are the elderly and the ones with weekend immune systems or other serious health issues, then why is the government saying the hospital system isn't equipped for the surge of future patients? I only watch the news in the morning and I stay away from clickbait YouTube videos. Front page of the local newspaper shows the tent set up next to our county "hospital" to accommodate the expected overflow. (It only had two doctors and went bankrupt last year.) In my eyes, that's a little suspicious. Are there that many at-risk residents? Do they think that if we get sick we won't live long enough to get to the nearest hospital, 30-40 miles away? With Dallas in crisis mode, I've been on the edge of panic. We're in Dallas at least once a week I could be sick and not know. The only way to be tested is to see your regular doctor and he/she will recommend a test if they feel it's necessary. Hell, I've had a sinus infection or something for a month but because I have no health insurance, I haven't been to the doctor. The sliding scale fee for me to see the doctor about one issue is $45. That may not be a lot to some, but that's half my grocery budget for the week. I just don't know what to think anymore. If anyone wants to talk about this check out my new forum. I mean, basically I talk to myself, but it'd be nice to not rely on myself for answers. Plus, one day I may just run a contest or some fun bullshit.
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