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I finally sat down to listen to this song for the challenge. I got about two minutes in before I stopped. You see, I've been having a really hard time lately. Between the bi-polar madness and perimenopausal hormone fluctuations, I've been alternating between suicidal and enraged. When my oldest, Brooklyn, was admitted to the ER for an emergency c-section, I hit a whole new level. My mania has been pretty nuts, but this was beyond. I couldn't process anything but go, get there, now! I asked my mom for help, but she turned it around and played the victim about something. I haven't spoken to her since. Anyway, it's a 3-4 hour drive. I got an hour down the road and realized I didn't even have a change of clothes. My Soul Sister, Angie, happened to call me, so I pulled over. It only took a few minutes for her to decided to have her husband drive her to meet me halfway. Once I got there, she took control and got us safely to the hospital. Once I laid eyes on my daughter and granddaughter, I finally crashed. I slept for three hours before waking to a fog free brain. I've started taking St. John's Wort & Evening Primrose to help with my craziness. It's only been two weeks, but I think it's helping. But I'm avoiding certain things, like music that may send me up or down. So for now, I'm only listening to my favorite Christian Metal band, Skillet. It may sound weird, but it helps keep me on even ground. That's all I got for now. Cheers! Written for: "Note: 48-HOUR CHALLENGE : Media Prompt Deadl..." |
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but seems to be okay today. I worry about my poor circulation, scrub my toes with a soft bristle brush, watch discoloration come and go. I probably need new arteries or veins but hey... "Heathcare" USA (enough said?). I may be better off trying something here in Thailand. But still... wish I lived in a country that had adequate patient based healthcare. Thailand and Taiwan mostly do, but I can't access it. First world systems like Europe, Canada and Australia do, but again, I can't access it.