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Corey messaged Sunday to tell me he unblocked me and wanted to talk. I wasn't sure I wanted to talk to him. Upon the advice of a dear friend, Legendary❤️Mask   , I made a list of questions I need to be answered. I know there are things I'll never understand, but he can damn sure try to explain himself. No matter how mad I may be, at the end of the day, I do love him and want this to work. But it takes two. So I told him I'm willing to talk to him, but first I want to know if he wants to walk away or try. Honestly, my first concern is figuring out where I'm going to go Monday and how I'm going to get there since the car is 100 miles away. I want to have a civil conversation about that before talking about our marriage. He agreed to get the car from the shop and bring it to me. Of course, then I'd need to drive him back. But I can keep my mouth shut for two hours if it means I'll have my car. Unfortunately, when I called the shop Monday, I was told it probably won't be done until Friday. We had a light-hearted talk Monday, and on Tuesday, he said wants me to move up there with him and figure out how to make things work. We agreed to table any deep conversations until we're face-to-face. New plan: drive the car to me Friday, load up a rental truck, and put everything into storage In Sulphur Springs. This morning, however, I talked to the shop and learned the car isn't done. There was hidden damage and the insurance company needs to look before signing off on it. They went ahead and ordered the parts since it takes so long to get them. It might be done at the end of next week. Corey was offered a job at his interview this morning, so I haven't been able to talk to him about it yet. His dad bought a truck and is letting Corey make payments to him for it. While I'm not happy about that, I don't even want to discuss it. I just need to know where the hell I'm going to be next week. My nerves are shot. I'm the opposite of a stress eater. I've dropped enough weight over the last two weeks that my ring falls off. I keep breaking out in hives too. So for now, I wait. |
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but seems to be okay today. I worry about my poor circulation, scrub my toes with a soft bristle brush, watch discoloration come and go. I probably need new arteries or veins but hey... "Heathcare" USA (enough said?). I may be better off trying something here in Thailand. But still... wish I lived in a country that had adequate patient based healthcare. Thailand and Taiwan mostly do, but I can't access it. First world systems like Europe, Canada and Australia do, but again, I can't access it. 