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Shellyville Continues

by ShellySunshine

Rated: 13+ · Book · Experience · #1827046

The place to be for positive reinforcements!

Hello My Sunny Pals, Welcome back to Shellyville....

Another wonderful sig.

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10 Most Recent Blog Comments:

Kåre เลียม Enga

Apr 2, 2025 at 12:21am
In response to "Fools "

2 week vacation with a friend? They plan. You just go along for the ride!

My trip to England years ago was like that. The trips I plan on my own were anxiety producing. The only up side was that moving around didn't leave much time for depression.

In your opinion, what is the blockage to receiving timely psych appointments? I remember one that didn't help. I did have a good therapist and counselor though.

It's sometimes easier to get meds in other countries where pharmacists have more leeway. Psych vacation for mental health?

Kåre เลียม Enga

Mar 25, 2025 at 1:10pm
In response to "Sunshine"

Float in epsom salts in a deep claw tub?

Michigan has beaches galore and lots of water. I tell Floridians and Arizonans that the future is Michigan, a blessed fertile land that doesn't turn to dust, need a/c 6 months of the year, and isn't slowly sinking into the sea.

And you have cherries!

I grew up in the Grey Lakes (not a misspelling). I considered May to be spring. March was mud, April too chill.

I've threatened to move to Eastern Montana for the sunshine; but, moving...

A vacation may be a good idea. When can you get away for a week or two? And where would you go in your dreams? (reality usually means a compromise)

Kåre เลียม Enga

Mar 21, 2025 at 5:23pm
In response to "A new dream"

It's possible to dream at any age and, just as important, it's possible to put those dreams into action.

I need this reminder as I'm older than you and fading... but even faded flowers have a purpose.

Kåre เลียม Enga

Mar 20, 2025 at 12:23pm
In response to "When the past returns"

For others this is the first day of spring; but, for me, it's the first day of a new year. I face similar questions. Will I pick up the shards of a broken life or will I allow archeologists to ponder them centuries from now.

In any case going back isn't an option. The places may still exist and even some people may still be there; but, I've changed.

Good to have you back.

Humming Bird

Mar 26, 2016 at 9:07pm
In response to "Lost in my dreams"

Hi,
I missed you. How are the children doing?

Mark C ~ 9 years on WDC!

Aug 27, 2015 at 5:42pm
In response to "lights in the sky"

That's beautiful, Michelle. Must catch up with you. Been too long, sorry. Glad to see life going well for you. Miss you, dear friend xx

Kåre เลียม Enga

Jul 18, 2015 at 3:48pm
In response to "Eye Candy"

I love being around artists because they inspire me. I often write something at a poetry reading... can't help it. LOL

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Kåre เลียม Enga

Jul 18, 2015 at 3:47pm
In response to "No place like home!"

Welcome back.

Humming Bird

Apr 1, 2014 at 9:18pm
In response to "Sunshine and cold never gets old."

Did you catch a cold lately? Mother nature is being very hot over here!

Kåre เลียม Enga

Mar 7, 2014 at 11:34pm
In response to "Sunny Day!"

Time to interview your characters. Tell them one will be chosen to be the star! That'll get them working on their resumes...

April 1, 2025 at 4:49pm

#1086358

Fools

Hello my sunny pals,

Welcome to a new month. I am excited that today is finally here. I needed to put March behind me and move the f on!

It's time to get back to some kind of normal behavior and expectations. Not the anxiety driven insanity that I have been experiencing. It is so exhausting having anxiety. I dealt with it years ago and now it's back, stronger than ever.

It is the kind that I can feel in my bones, starts with a rapid heart beat, a sick stomach and an even worse pounding in my soul. I want to run because I feel my body will catch on fire. I am so burned out on this panic.

It makes sense why I have it. I just wish I could make it go away without having to take medications. I feel like the only way my body is going to calm down is with some kind of pill. That makes me sad but it;s real. I have to find a way to cure this and every other thing that I am doing is not working.

However, have you tried to get a psych appointment? I am in shock at how hard that actually is. Referrals and long wait times. No wonder Mental Health is not getting better and I have job security.

I get it, I feel it.

Love,
Shelly

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