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Rated: 13+ · Book · Experience · #1827046
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Hello My Sunny Pals, Welcome back to Shellyville....

Another wonderful sig.
April 1, 2025 at 4:49pm
April 1, 2025 at 4:49pm
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Hello my sunny pals,

Welcome to a new month. I am excited that today is finally here. I needed to put March behind me and move the f on!

It's time to get back to some kind of normal behavior and expectations. Not the anxiety driven insanity that I have been experiencing. It is so exhausting having anxiety. I dealt with it years ago and now it's back, stronger than ever.

It is the kind that I can feel in my bones, starts with a rapid heart beat, a sick stomach and an even worse pounding in my soul. I want to run because I feel my body will catch on fire. I am so burned out on this panic.

It makes sense why I have it. I just wish I could make it go away without having to take medications. I feel like the only way my body is going to calm down is with some kind of pill. That makes me sad but it;s real. I have to find a way to cure this and every other thing that I am doing is not working.

However, have you tried to get a psych appointment? I am in shock at how hard that actually is. Referrals and long wait times. No wonder Mental Health is not getting better and I have job security.

I get it, I feel it.


Love,
Shelly


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