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Hello My Sunny Pals, Welcome back to Shellyville.... ![]() ![]() |
When the past returns... What is that all about and why? Why doesn't my mind recognize the game of it all? I have nothing in my past that can haunt me anymore. I have faced every inch of it. I tore apart every hidden clue and I still can't understand it. A book out of print for 10 years. A man out of my life for 40. A twin dead for a year. It's all over. Last year kicked my ass and yet I survived it. I made peace with the enemy of my emotions. I loved myself in all my grief. I have never been so broken or strong at the same time. I am reckless and calculated and I miss me. I miss the words inside my soul that burned my dreams. I need the wild soul of my creative heart to dance again. I am a poet with no pen or paper. No muse to inspire my desires. I have a fake dream that has not grown. Damn Shelly Sunshine who the f are YOU? Let's find out this year. Let's let the past return and see what evil it brings up. How do I know? Maybe a sexy muse will return and then my lover girl dreams can come true. You are and will always be a writer with dreams. A lover that needs love and a woman with a safe place to hide. I love you, Michelle |