This is my first blog entry. I decided to try entering my thoughts on an online journal. I guess my first entry should be on how I reached this decision. I saw in the latest (well a couple of weeks ago) contests letter a piece about blogging. I checked out the blogs portion of the site and I was impressed. So many people sharing the intimate details of their lifes. I want to do my part. This may not be the best blog entry, I know. But, I want to learn how to express myself better. I also want more people to get to know me on the site. Today I plan on watching college football and reading during the commercials with the mute button on :). I may check some more of my e-mails and read some more online stories and try and comment on them. I try reviewing everything i read. I admit sometimes I read something and dont review it. Other times I am afraid I write a pretty crappy review. But noone has commented so far. Well I will go for now. |
Supertramp's Logical Song is a perfect representation of where I am. The gist of it is.... Please tell me who I am.... The song is about someone who was once happy and carefree and then grew up to all these voices telling him what he was supposed to be, say, do, etc and he lost track of who he was. That's me in a nutshell. I have no idea who I am. None And no clue as to how to find it either. |
I am seriously stressed out. In order to be a part of this community I have to do things, participate, get involved, etc. But there ARE SO MANY THINGS OUT THERE! I have NO IDEA WHAT I'M SUPPPOSED TO DO! and if I pick the wrong thing then I will get ostracized, ignored and all my efforts to integrate with this community will come to nothing! But if I don't do something then I won't integrate at all. So basically it's toss darts out blindfold and hope they hit something And I'm supposed to have FUN with this process! Sorry but this does not sound like FUN! |