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Rated: 18+ · Book · Spiritual · #1149750
A nothing from nowhere cast his words to a world wide wind, hindered by periphery.
...white-hot coruscating genius that more than once dipped its proverbial toes in the obscure.
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You get hungry as a seldom published author/poet/lyricist, so quit pedaling words and just enjoy the writing process. The bullshit ‘process’ of submitting is submission.



I hear what you’re saying, and…SMH
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My *Basketball* goes through —   R S = 2 G M c 2

*StarfishY* ~~~*Fishing*~~~*FishB*~~~*Beach*~~~*Swimming*~~~*Sailing*~~~*TrophyG* *Stop* *Fork* ————————- .

How I see myself create…in the zone
Curry Flurry:

Writing

The beautiful mess made:
I had a lover's quarrel with the world - Robert Frost

         |
I'm sorry you got caught in the middle. - me

Neurodivergent poet

 
"Note: Poetry: life’s little interruptions amassing int..."
 

Best Poetry Collection Been more than I could imagine or expect here.
Why Mail It In? In Latin

Pluggers:
You are an icon here.*BigSmile*
You suffer, but you suffer brilliantly. Wow, what a great writer.*Heart*


And other people’s (reviewers) words…Review of "The Absence of Wavelength"
Your poetic muse is on fire! *Fire* Some great emotion, well-balance(d), lovely lyrical qualities -- even the ones that were written out of sadness or anger came through in a clever cadence…It's obvious you've put a lot of work into each entry and the totality of the blog has eye appeal. *Cool*

 
Published four times with one a literary journal, including… *PointRight*   "The Tender Core (Sedona)
I don’t submit—too much work with ADHD, OCD, low vision in condensate in mental prison of failing memory. I’ve seen a lot of smoldering and snow. Cynicism bred, work hard at openness and consideration.

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18+ Comment: Love my process constructing and sharing visions in words collected (fuck limitations).

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#1300042 by ~ Brian K Compton ~


No specific aim going forward (2014)

 
What I used to say: 'Maybe, I just don't get it. Watch me fumble with my version of reality, expose ignorance as truth. You don't have to get me, either. But, wish someone would explain me to myself.' Now I say: *Cool* *FacePalm* Now: I was such a whore.
 



             



What Was NEW

Who am I, you ask? My mirror knows that question, repeated daily.

Just trying to create a little buzz, not boost my ego
#amwriting #poetry #blog #contest #freeverse #award #bestpoetry #lyrics #music #video #YouTube #awardwinning

Can you believe it took this long for someone to put a quarter in me and push the button GET ANGRY?
 

Mud 4 My Eye: Is that you, Poo? 💩 Secret Back Door

The Best Poetry Collection on Writing.Com

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January 27, 2023 at 11:38pm
January 27, 2023 at 11:38pm
#1043767
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2nd Place Round 87 "Poetic Traditions Poetry Contest".
Ollie Ollie oxen free.
Physi-physi-ognomy
Bright sparkle our dead wood.
Catch homunculi if I could.

Over over red rover.
The ball hides in the clover.
On which side of the house
Will I catch myself a mouse.

Cans now kicked down lonely road.
Burden, an invisible load.
No games or friends again today.
Mothers called them all away.



12 lines, traditional rhyming
1.28.23

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Olly_olly_oxen_free

Physiognomy
Homunculus
January 27, 2023 at 11:02am
January 27, 2023 at 11:02am
#1043741
The truck is broken
it’s snowing
Alex needs the car for work tonight

the truck stays in the garage tonight
can’t employ it on these roads
maybe we’ll give Alex a ride to work

engine light appeared on the truck this morning
and the roads are a mess
don’t want Alex in the ditch again with that car

I’m done paying to repair this truck
supposed to get us through another winter
can less afford risk to Alex in that car

why can’t I trust a truck?
what peril new snow on roads?
what good is a car that fails, too?

how are you and your aging truck?
how’s the weather?
how am I to care for that boy and these vehicles?

I should buy something new
We should move from this zone
Alex needs to be on his own
I could get him a truck
move to Arizona
with a car that has its share of repairs, too

have you seen truck prices?
this weather?
this debt growing each day and night?

I remember when I wasn’t ready to grow up
when cars weren’t equipped for these roads
when dad always bailed me out, or you


1.27.23
January 24, 2023 at 10:21am
January 24, 2023 at 10:21am
#1043600
i view you as if for the last
is it the last?

i listen light
heart tightening
clutched for you

i yearn hold holographic vision
before revision

i touch soft singular screen
pixeled vision fading

i savor again as you go out
licked light


on my porch joined
cinnamon stick stirs a black tea

in rockers reclined, rest
dust creeps sour eyes stung, as night hung

to bed
shall i dream of you instead?


1.24.23
does it end here?
there's always a parting shot.

the past will be repast will be past
in this paste thickening

2.14.23 edited structure with couplets primarily instead of consistent three-line stanzas to eliminate need for punctuation in places calling for it. does it end here comment added as two lines.
January 17, 2023 at 10:50am
January 17, 2023 at 10:50am
#1043251
We Are False

I am false

I like to say we
so I don’t feel alone

but I
am alone

We are false


1.7.23
January 16, 2023 at 12:59pm
January 16, 2023 at 12:59pm
#1043211
Tangled (fanciful) Flight

I held your knotted tail
flat cotton flow
with wind whipping me
                   wound and bound
teething a tether
                   seething struggle
in frantic flight
                   fight
                                       for futuristic visions
                   heralded horizons headlong
hopeful
to climb your crafted kite
                   surf
bright breezes
in twittered twilight
                   tearful
to ascend as near
as far
         as this will go

to whatever heaven now exists

attached to your rope
soothing tassel twirling
twisted up, tangled
                   verses sung, flung to vacuous clouds

where are my ears?
here is your clown
should we descend gently
to Aramis ground

who is the tapestry?
how heavy as a rug

what strength wind
to take flight in black?
eyes fear even the imaginary
delude reality

tickling red demons
bite false flesh
carry off as food
                   thought that sailed                    away
before buried
soft in sand.



40 lines free verse
1.16.23
1.24.23 major structure and grammar edits

Aramis
January 14, 2023 at 8:45am
January 14, 2023 at 8:45am
#1043112
i'm in my hole
in my box
in the ground
approximately
six feet down
because i've dug
and dug
decades long
waiting for a long
dirt nap

but there's frost
and cardboard won't suffice
i'll be ice
before spring thaws

i'm in my garage
be-dimmed
with hammer and nails
and do it yourself
coffin kit

knotted pine
in gray heaps
hovers over cement dry
on two-by-fours

and there are instructions
this may take awhile

but eventually
I'll be fine
when it's time
if we ever know
when that is, and if
i'll need help
lowering down

for now
my hole is a time share
i rent
52 weeks a year

hope the earth
doesn't swallow up
before then

they all mock me
like Moses

the flood already came
and went
I'm just waiting
for the next


1.14.23
137 words of free verse. not long. not long like 30 lines sounds.

Dew Drop Edit

from 'living in the margins of minutia', an as-yet, ill-conceived book title of aspiring averageness.

I've gone through periods of this before. There are spats of blog entries with endless nattering of thought after thought of what did I mean by that?

let the exploration end again this morning at the drug cabinet, topped with the usual dose of caffeine.
January 13, 2023 at 11:32am
January 13, 2023 at 11:32am
#1043069
my neurodivergent brain spins like a wobbly top

counter-clockwise

is there a law (of motion) against that?
it seems 'contraindicated', yet I cannot get an 'amen'...

like punctuation now stands outside quotation marks.

be inclusive —
exclusive is the new normal
as cheerleaders and jocks once ruled courts and lunch rooms
of high-school-dom

that was dumb
i shouldn't have added that
strike that
too late
for me

save yourself
go to another room
before i babble on any further
my wash is already spun and did not include detergent

no detergent for this? post-apocalyptic title?


1.13.22

I swear, all the time i wrote, only one song looped in brain:

Heat Lightning Lyrics

standing in the fields of neverland
a book not forthcoming
as none will read
or this?

so i should be fine. but i won't scrub, sooo.

these are not the words I prepped to pen this morning:
"Note: Assumption based information can shake the found..."

my writing goes down a slippery slide, exiting with all hope of plans for what I would write or conclude writing and sending on for consideration, another day wasted in the washroom of my brain.

the abridged version is actually here:
"Note: abridged version of morning: my neurodivergent br..."

I really need the tires rotated, or to just fall off.

Poem 2 (like song No. 2 - short)

like driving a car around a corner on two wheels at perilous speed
distributing just enough weight to avoid flipping over and
not sending the car flat to four wheels (what fun in that)
until the bend meets the straight away.
even then, its tempting to keep going to see
in swerving, free-wheeling mastery
how far i can take my two ton friend for a walk down
desolate, country highway without serving my brains to the asphalt.

first thought (constructing) when I woke and couldn't go back to sleep until I arrived here to 'jot down', 'flesh out',
unable to imagine a better forum to dispense hyper-extended, manic logic that serves like two pills for unwinding,
over-processing head.

look ma! no glasses. *Geek*
need to hydrate

same day as above
“Blur” reference
January 11, 2023 at 10:25pm
January 11, 2023 at 10:25pm
#1043005
Can you follow this?

I run to the river, bright gushing,
receeding on banks delivering
smallest offspring, fuzzy.
They follow mother, but
you don't follow me
to the bench in mellow sun.

Patient. I must be patient.
They leave on a stream,
paddle soft, obedient, glide
unlike me, awkward straining
to see what's so important
that you can't come
to this trough, drink in
images I hoped you'd see,
that we could share together.

Trees hang low on this path.
You follow now, paces behind.
I point to this or that.

I've been wondering, what if
you stopped noticing
me.
I'm not small, fuzzy,
gliding
but sinking in muck
sucking my shoes to shore.

Can't get close enough
to capture one image
satisfactory enough for you, for
‘Ah, that's nice.'

You know the sun fades.
Air chills early in spring.
No jacket, you turn back
at earliest dusk when
molecules somehow absorb
twilight-soothing-aura.

Who can I choose to share
tiny little moments,
not as important as messages
with tiny images’ gleam
on a palmed instrument?

I think it's time to go home.
I want to be alone,
not to look at distraction,
but hide in reeds
from a world that needs
undivided attention.

Dishes, laundry, clean bathroom
and ready to mow the lawn
all summer long, without you
on the stoop, gazing inward.
You don't see me sweat without
someone to know my devotion
and need of return.


10.12.23
January 9, 2023 at 8:59am
January 9, 2023 at 8:59am
#1042861
Week 26 PPC

http://www.shadowpoetry.com/resources/wip/naani.html

candlelight for week 27 PPC

Week 28 PPC

Week 29 PPC
Week 30 PPC




January 8, 2023 at 10:54am
January 8, 2023 at 10:54am
#1042815
I don't normally write these:


*Holly1* SILENT NIGHT *Holly2*

Savoring her holiday confection, baked
Into shapely culinary perfection,
Love melts in watering mouths with each bite.
Each precisely portioned or severed slice
Neatly adorns her colorful, festive platter
Taken out each season from that relic cabinet.

Nestled in quiet of arm chair with loaded plate,
I settle warm to bathe in tinsel-absorbed state,
Groggily drift, dream of toothsome treats digested --
Hot or cool, salty yet sweet, tender and tasty,
Tradition lives on from oil-soiled recipe cards.

           *Cookie4*    *Candy2*    *Cookie5*    *CandyCaneR*

11 lines, Christmas Acrostic
FORUM
The Bard's Hall Contest  (13+)
OCTOBER! Something Horror this way Comes!
#981150 by SpookyBee
,
December, 2022
January 8, 2023 at 10:35am
January 8, 2023 at 10:35am
#1042814
i had coffee this morning.
i let it get cold.
he came over with thermos
'i'm not going to finish.
do you want the rest?'
i said that'd be fine.
before i could stop it,
he poured the entire contents
into a cold, brown pond --
now a white magma flowage.

i only wanted to add
a little to my mug,
running over now with sweetness
from my son's warm donation.

it will take me days --
maybe, another twenty blended cups
to get through it all.

waste not, want not, hey?
even if I have to
drink five cups per round?

I will get it down.


1.8.23

a free-ver joint *Shock* Sorry, Spike. Seriously, I am. (He won't remember)

just having fun riffing off previous blog entry inspired by cubby's post. now trying five words per line with no commitment to syllable construct.

this actually did just happen a little while ago. Still haven't remedied the coffee 'situation'.

Lilli Munster 🧿 ☕ 🎃 you might appreciate. *Smile*

I had brown coffee. Seriously, how did it get that white! I thought the newly purchased creamer bottle felt light.
January 8, 2023 at 10:05am
January 8, 2023 at 10:05am
#1042811
five words (and poetic license)

do i know why i'm being pulled over? not usually.
poetic license? i've got it in my billfold here somewhere, officer.

This sentence has five words.

Five-word sentences are fine --
monotonous the longer they go.
Listen. Hear what's now happening?

The sound of five drones.
Needle, needle, needle gets stuck
on a record that repeats.
Our ears demand variety. Pauses.

Listen.

Vary sentence/line length, and music.
Pleasant rhythm, lilting with harmony,
sings with:
short lines, and
lines/sentences of medium length, and sometimes,
when your reader is rested, engage

with a considerable sentence (within the lines),
burning with energy, building with all the impetus
of a crescendo, the roll of tremorous drums, and
crash of clamorous cymbals -

sounds that say, listen to this.
It is important.


Five-word sentences are fine.
This sentence has five words.
You can have a chorus
with five words per line.

Just maybe, poetry sings louder,
if you take some license
with five words per line.
I think it sounds fine.



1.8.23

inspired by Cubboo! newsfeed offering today:
"Note: Daily Writing Quote [Image #2272216] ..."

part redaction poetry, free verse and some poetic license of my own
January 6, 2023 at 11:52pm
January 6, 2023 at 11:52pm
#1042762
Wait Until Whatever Tomorrow

There’s a book, a book, a book
I say, I dawdle, procrastinate over.
Now there’s four of them, or five?
Accumulating as poetry popcorn,
as sardines smelling cloistered hell
where words jumble, tumble
out the brain’s mouth into parlor,
or squalor. How shall I serve them all?
Wait.
What am I doing this for?
This self-collaboration in internet,
inherit incognito innuendo
indefinitely interlopes ignorantly
indefinite, infinite, and infernally.

I started all this for a reason.

Seasons change as my mind
goes a-wandering after lolly leaves
into snooker snow piles s-sliding
down,
free-form
spring-sprung, tousled tulips
serenading summer, seething-sensuous,
‘til tumbled, careless castoffs
over and over and over
mount mounds colorful, as I (should)
dive within. And, would you look?
A poem.

Do I really want to do this
again?
Wait until
tomorrow.



1.6.23

At this point, the gray matter pretty much doesn’t compel the machine anymore, but monkey that learned tasks by repetition until he couldn’t multi-task the Enguish langwage aneymore.

Haven’t completely lost…lost…lost… *looks around*

it
it was what I was going to…going to…goin…

Wrote in dark, without glasses, on tablet, no talk to text, as she snores and snorts bedside. *RollEyes*

I won’t link/share in your newsfeed. Don’t worry.

NOTE: at this point, felt an imposition by those wanted me to impose, heard me, talked over, ignored, and I backed away. Sensed the ‘where is he going’. There’s no explaining to gaslighting narcissists who want your soul like stuff from your pockets, act disgusted when you’ve been shaken upside down by your ankles, expecting your lunch money, at least. They are the new bully, who points at me, if I speak up, not PC, take my rights, boot stomp, cry for all the other red-headed banshees to herd up, buffalo stance, expect me to yelp, try harder, go away. Knives, arrows, bullets at your back, wouldn’t you want to silently, unnoticed, slink away from the purveyors of sunshine and candy? 💩 sorry, that was supposed to end with a period. I had mine. Theirs is ongoing …………….. has it been that long? *PointLeft*

Note add: 8.11.23 because I’m an idiot with my time. Nothing I write is preconceived, except for a notion, burgeoning words that sort and slot into sentences that seem worthy to further pursue, until cornered, no bombs to break me out of alphabet logjam.

Blah, blah, blah…fuck me, apparently. What are my sins? Can it be that bad?? Got in the way. Oh? A simple move, or play through with us would suffice. I’m on the ninth hole (beginning, middle, end, or restart…playing through a lightning storm with a reverend. And I was doing so good? Even the high and mighty can be full of themselves, but what am I? Not on the green.

Gawd, would I just shut up?! There wuz more alphabets piling up before the screen freeeezzz…*Bomb*
January 6, 2023 at 12:34pm
January 6, 2023 at 12:34pm
#1042740
sole thin

takes the road less traveled







alone







and it's worn down now







by just these two shoes






sole-thin tread it is



1.6.23


january
no boots for this

everywhere i go now they want a little piece of me. the more the better.
sorry if i don't have more to give. I look each in the eye with clear blues
so they might peer as deep as they should into the cavern of soul to see
what I spare. a room for the night, shirt from back, last buck in my wallet.
it's a game for them, see how much of me i give of myself, build margins higher
on their side. I see the dots of worn down nubs all around in the deficit.
red, redder. the low and lowered, when I stand up and choose to be blue.
Not red or black. Not on chessboard, or checkers, if you're not into that.
A pawn, maybe. But, I move circumspect of their instruction. they follow me.
don’t like I make my own game of them, these people of rules and order who
want to tell me where to go, where to yield and stand. My ears turn way down low,
they just follow, know, they can't be a father to this man. They killed him.
and i know.


just riffin' off this vibe
reinspect later.
January 3, 2023 at 12:34pm
January 3, 2023 at 12:34pm
#1042596
Somewhere Sealed

I was sealed in, or
sealed out, when I sought a view of you
in your department —
a mannequin come to life
possessing all the qualities
I lacked:
festive clothing,
a smile.
         rosy cheeks I got
         passing that mound of flat, steel autos
         by the rails balancing each day
         enroute to winter habitué
to view you in the hallways at school.

a ghost could have learned your combination.
never neared that blue, iron door to try.
it was glass that separated us.
I, sealed in or
you sealed out, but then
you didn’t view me
as I didn’t have a smile
and bright apparel
like other torsos on display.

just window shopping anyway,
I tell myself,
whenever I’m sealed in,
or out,
in memory.

1.1.23

I wanted to be nostalgic about being alone when I was young and how comforted I could feel in certain settings, and it went another way, and just ran on.

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