The Nephilim of Genesis

What is Magic?

Well, what moves you?
I have witnessed paranormal events.
My dad liked to say,
"We live in the mind of God."

I have had chest surgery in my teens
and my heart stopped.
I could feel cool water flowing over me.
It was like floating down a river.
But, I knew I was alive.

I was born dead.
My mother told me this when I was a child.
She said the doctor almost gave up,
but then I coughed and cried.
I was eleven pounds.

Eleven is an occult number..

So, I don't see life as supernatural.
It is magic.
If you accept infinite universes,
then why and how could anything exist
outside of these realities?

God and nature are united in eternity.
Therefore, I cannot comprehend oblivion.
Something cannot come from nothing,
because the cosmos is eternal.
That is metaphysical and not religious.

Dad's faith, puzzled me.
He was an educated man and could speak and
read Latin.
He had been educated by the Jesuits.
He refused to question Catholic Dogma.+

Why is Jesus God?
Why does God exist outside nature?
Why doesn't God have a creator?
Why can't God be a woman?

Nature is brutal, God is good.
The works of God are perfect,
but there is evil.
Eden was a Paradise, but
Adam and Eve wanted more.

"God wills good to come from evil."
dad would say...
That means God allowed Hitler to do
evil for good reasons.
That sounds crazy to me.

Is Hitler in Hell?
Or, did he pass away into oblivion?
Maybe, he begged forgiveness and
Jesus forgave him.
Adolf Hitler was a Catholic and
he believed the Jews were evil.

"How much evil must we do for good?"
Friederich Nietche.


Reflections~The beginning of magic is awareness.

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