Long-forgotten Lyrics Of My Life

When you really want something...

Böhse Onkelz - Wenn du wirklich willst
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BTlnTu6IPU0&list=PLniTCzgqi4o-4x3oC1X34acenaB3DW...

Ugh, Beth! This week will do me in. I don't know if I want to choose happy, sad, or slap happy shit. I don't have time to read other entries - well, it's been over a week since i ran out of that time. Went to Branson, came back. Really had fun.

I have a feeling this week may contain more German songs than anything else - perhaps. You never know. Anyway, this group is legendary in Germany. They called it quits few years ago, but their songs... I think there's something for every emotion, every experience, and everyone possible. You can relate, one way or another, today or tomorrow, to a song they made.

They're a bit controversial - it's been discussed many times whether or not their songs are anti-immigrant, but the truth is, they're more anti-government, and stated so all the time. Their concerts were packed! All kinds of people went to see them. It's the one band I've admired in my late teenage years and I can still listen to them. My mood does depend on it though.

If I'm happy, I can't listen to too many of the songs, but if I'm down or pissed (especially pissed!) I get a high off the music. The lyrics are, well, depending on the song, pretty good. This particular song (something I should listen to more often) is about making the change and achieving what you most want in your life. It fits me. It always did. I'm a calm person but my emotional state isn't. I don't like change but I require change. Once things hit the stagnant stage, I get restless and irritated. Their music relaxes me and makes me take a deep breath before making any hasty decisions.

I'll always miss them...