Wondering about my Wanderings

Can't Sleep

I am running on adrenaline. I slept no more than a few hours last night due to a late night at work. I got real sleep and fought it off as I drove to my caregiving situation. I was able to work through almost five hours of intense clean up. I thought I would scream at different times and just when I thought I would leave early it was time to shave the client and grind pills.

I got home exhausted and kind of watched the baseball game with my wife while I played word games on my kindle. She let me know she was not happy with my obsession. I was hoping I would drop off to sleep in a celebration of fatigue and duress. Instead I typing a blog and wondering if I will ever know sleep again. (Maybe taking two melatonin and a bath will help).

I did no reviewing and am frustrated with myself. If I like to do it, what is wrong with me. The highlights of the day were eating out with my wife(overeating) and playing frizbee golf with my son for the first time on the hardest course. One of my first throws flew off into the highway. I am glad it got better after that. So I pray for sweet dreams. I hope to shoot some hoops and write some tomorrow. The only thing in the way is my wife is not working due to the death of one of her clients. My freedom is tainted. I will wake up, if I ever get to sleep and hopefully get things done while she sleeps. Good night{/font