(Letters to my brothers and others) March 2005 to May 2007. |
5-20-05 Circle drunk. Potency sang to levels befitting. Some age, some ripen; some wither, some regress. I'm beyond to the good... thank you for not staying married; it's proved its point that it isn't good for you, me or marriage in other (life) pattern-altering ways. Whatever of your old lady? Is he/she still with that sideshow of a person? In all my indiscretions, please don't let me be like that. Whatever of your old man? Is he/she still with that sideshow of a person? In my perfect behavior, I'll never be like that. Time to call my lights to close. I will, in fact, retract. I want to look better than I've looked when I'm not my best. My emotive tolerance is too high to justify another night of insolent passion slapped on tattered breasts by drunken cocks with cockeyed words at impatient perfect timing. Time to call my lights to close. Not over, just en passe. Knuckles sore from dragging, thinking I might've had time but I can't be a minuteman infiltrating quick in given circumstance. I need to plot an attack but the enemy really isn't a foe. You soldier, me army. We can take that chance but I know your luck works. You'll get the girl; eventually, I'll get the woman. Time to call my lights to close. I can't be what I've come for you to know. I only come as me but its only what I show. Someday, you'll figure it out for yourself. And we'll all have to know. |