Writings from November of 2007 to April of 2009, or maybe the middle of 2010. |
1-23-08 I don't mean to pontificate this but everything you say is fuckin' fake. Where'd you grow up with that mad face, and why does everything you say sound like a complaint? I paid my dues and I don't argue anymore like I used to over fools. I run my show now; my crowd, my time and it's about time you fell in line. Head up, speak up, and help me pay some of these fines (if that's who you said you were). Play a good show, yeah yo- you really ripped it up tonight but you're still not acting right. Stop lurchin' over teenagers. Did mom not tell you to watch your behavior? You need to get your ass back to the library or I'mma call out your girl and say she lied to me! 'Cuz she did, and that's not really right but what's gonna wrap them ends up tight? Read a book or fall behind. I really gotta start payin' them fines. I stopped throwin' bullets 'cuz I'm sober but I don't always put the toilet paper in the holder. I still manage to keep my life on space but not MySpace, or in your plague. I stay hungry, it's the best way. So stop throwin' me your bitterness pancakes! Y'all got so much to learn and room to grow. I don't wanna be a part of that hustle. I'm just a cat tryin' to get mine, payin' these fines. One game up on the believer streak, and I won't let beauties be the end of me. No more, no way. Today's a whole 'nother day. I'll smoke a cig 'til there ain't nothin' left and gimme a sec while I catch my breath. I know there's a girl who's keepin' time, doin' her best and puttin' me in line. We forget about sorrow; there's always tomorrow, and in each comment set and pressed we wish each other kind. Yeah we pay each other fine. ...I love you kitten, don't lose me... ...love you, my angel, don't ever mistake me... ...doesn't matter what we leave behind... we pay each other with fine. |