Poems I've placed into statics, now transfered here with record of stats and reviews |
(Struggling to Over come Childhood and Adolescent abuses as an adult Adolescent years Adolescent tears The world can be a cruel place It's not fair! Childhood fears grow throughout the years The world is a cruel place It's not fair Adult determination Adult justification The world has been and will be a cruel place What really is fair? Fear Denial Anger Grief A lost soul reaches out Finds no relief Remembered jeers, adolescent fears Remembered tears, childhood pain Relive rationalization, adult failure Realize a lonely path, destination unknown. Open hearted Torn and bleeding Abandonment's emptiness Inner rage seething Feelings are back again Gone is the sleepiness The lethargic inactiveness Here are the tears of guilts remunerations Taunting Haunting Stabbing Jabbing Holding myself accountable for deeds not long past I hide in isolation but not running away I stand entrenched, both feet firmly planted Making myself responsible for my life today. *remunerations: the act of compensating for; making payment for... in this case the act of trying to heal from past abuses is making payment or giving compensation to myself for wrongs done to me. Notice the abused is the one ruminating not the abusers. July 1990 © Copyright 2001 DyrHearte (UN: dyrhearte at Writing.Com). All rights reserved. DyrHearte has granted Writing.Com, its affiliates and syndicates non-exclusive rights to display this work. Item Size: 1.34 KB (111 views) Created: 11:37pm on 11-13-2001 Total Views For This Item: 111 Ratings 4.5 Stars 1 No reviews were found |