Pure Chaos

804 Days Later

My blog link claims its been 804 days since my last post. Probably, I'm not disputing that. I see that my last post was around my birthday 2009, over two years ago. Awesome. Well, still not writing, though I did just pay for a year membership here, hoping that will help. In the past two years, I haven't really done anything. I went to school for cosmetology. Don't really know how all that started, hair is not something I really care much about. Anyway, i go in like 6 days to take my state board testing. After that I have another test, then a job. So, right this minute, I am avoiding studying. Hee hee.

I really miss WDC and all the friends I made here. =( Hope a bunch of you are still here. I don't really have time to go hunting today (kids home soon, grandparents picking them up, going to get new truck). I'm sure I will be around Monday working on my portfolio though. Maybe just being here will ignite some type of remembered passion for writing. One can only hope. My stress levels have skyrocketed since I haven't been able to write. I don't really have an outlet anymore. Though, it could be that not being able to write is actually causing the stress. I don't know. Ally has tried to help me a few times over the past couple of years but it hasn't really helped. Kinda funny how it all worked out. All I ever wanted was a laptop so that I wouldn't be tied down to the desk and as soon as I finally got one, I couldn't force myself to write if my life depended on it. Now, my laptop needs replacing and all I want to do is write, but the inspiration has fled.

Guess that is all I have to say at the moment. See you all Monday.
Jezz (still kinda lost)