Time To Get Real

I've debated doing this for a while...

...and now I have the cojones to finally do something about my feelings. Well, it's more like I want to actually get some sleep tonight instead of worrying about rejection.

So fuck it. I'm going to go ahead and ask her out. One of three things could happen:

1. She's so shocked she doesn't say anything.

2. She politely says "Don't you think you're a little young?"

3. She says yes. And then something comes up and she cancels on me anyway.

XD

Maybe I'm overthinking things. I have a tendency to do that. I just don't want to make her feel uncomfortable around me. We see each other for semi-social reasons, and it would really suck to have her start avoiding me all of a sudden.

I guess what I'm hoping for is a quick yes or no, either way. Nothing too awkward, or painful, but by my calculations, this is going to be...memorable. Either for her reaction, or the way I end up asking her out. Will my voice crack at the. wrong moment? Will I not be able to make eye contact? Or will I simply freeze up and start talking about an entirely different topic to absolve my momentary hysterical nervousness?

I'll let you know tomorrow. ;)