Hey, life? Are you kidding me?

I now see the importance of blogs

Talk about life coming full circle - or at least a semi-circle. I don't blog often; i want to but I guess I'm lazy or sometimes my thoughts don't even interest me, so why put them down? But for some reason today, I started going through my blogs and now I get it!

The reason we blog - or at least - I SHOULD blog, is because the memory that I thought was impeccable is obviously deteriorating.

I read a blog from 7/29/09 -- that's about 2 years ago? I should remember this. Here's the thing, I didn't until I read it.

Even better? It's about a trip to Jose's tire center. Here's the kicker - I need a drum roll. Jose and I are now dating. Exclusively I think . . I don't know that's another blog. But of the times we've gone out and talked recently, this past occurence never once tickled my brain.

I actually love it. I get to reexperience an interaction that kinda has to do with someone that I think is pretty great - (well, today anyway). Who knows Imight read this blog 2 years from now and be shocked that I didn't realize he was the Mexican Mafia or be happily still dating him.

Blogs - they are memory triggers.

By the way, my main reason for writing this blog right now is procrastination. I really don't want to clean the house. I'm pretty sure in two years that will still be the case.

I know some people write blogs to share philosophical ideas, tear at heart strings, etc. I think I blog so that some of these useless thoughts can get out of my head, so perhaps I'll have an intelligent one.

Here's the thing with me and this blog. Usually (okay always) when i read or write - i am obsessive about grammar, spelling, style, punctuation. But not the blog - it's like the devil side of my writing. It says, "Don't reread it - They'll get the point, Woman." And I grin and say, "Amen, Buddy."

Why is the devil on my shoulder a male? The angels a girl. But quite honestly, I think most females are meaner than men so it should be switched. But hey I canot go around reinventing my conscience.

I wonder if Jose's random thoughts are in Spanish or English?

I really have the need to know this. Would it offend him if i asked? I'm going to have to. I'm obsessing over it now. He's a good guy - he'll jsut laugh. Or dump me. Either way . . . I hope he tells me.

Well, I've tortured the internet enough with my weirdness for today. And I believe the femle angel is whispering that I'll feel "productive" if I clean the kitchen. Geez, I wish she'd take a vacation.

Peace and a little Love,

Audra

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