Ramblings of a Samurai and his Duct Tape

Drained

I've just been completely drained these last few days. For quite a while my brain was going on overdrive, I was multitasking a little bit much. And then something happened Monday that brought everything crashing down. I got off work early that night and spent most of the evening in a daze. It takes me 15 minutes to drive between home and work, and I left at 830. I drove slow from the daze, and then just sat in my car outside my place for I don't know how long, but it was after 9 when I went inside. Now everything is just copacetic... or maybe just comatose.


I truly don't know which. I'm thinking I need to work out right now. Later tonight I want to go to Karaoke, but I don't know if I should allow myself. I made a decision with Nano to not go to Karaoke unless I was caught up, but I think I just need a mental evening. Or at least just an hour. I really don't know anymore. But do we ever really know? Or do we only know that we think we know what is ever really going on. Now I'm just messing with my own mind and that's not good. Or is it good that I think I'm messing with a mind that is mostly mine but is really part of the public consciousness? Or do I think I'm just screwing with my subconscious mind when it's really my conscious mind being screwed over by this fallacy that is supposed to be reality? If that's the case, I reject this reality. But what should I substitute...





Hmm, something with donuts would be nice...