Surprise

celebrating happiness

Today was probably one of the happiest days I’ve ever had in a long time; the weirdest part is that for the life of me I can not figure out what I was happy about. All I know is that I woke up feeling like sunshine and glowing like I haven’t in a long time. At first I thought it was one of my normal mood swings but it did not fade, the joy just kept building and building till I felt like bursting. I have laughed a lot today and it felt good, I had forgotten how that feels. They say miracles do not exist, I think I just saw one today and it happened to me. Thing is when your ordinary life becomes too extraordinary for you, then you have to look around you, and let your heart show you what your eyes can not see. U read somewhere today that one’s life begins to end the moment that you become silent about things that matter. I was happy today, which is really nothing to report but when all I have been speaking of is how depressed I feel, and how things are not working out for me, then it follows that when things start looking up I should also let you share in my joy. Which is why even though I’d rather be coiled in my warm sheets peacefully sleeping, I want you to know just what a great day I had. My best mate called and I got to give him a piece of my mind, catching up was fun, especially since the last time we talked was yesterday, you think its crazy try days when we keep texting each other the whole day. Hey and for the sake of argument, who is a grown up because someone called me a child and I beg to disagree. The last time checked having an I.D. and the right to vote qualifies me as an adult in the eyes of the state. I could get married and no one would go running to the court shouting child abuse. Just a thought… Sometimes everybody feel trapped in their every day lives but when you lose your everyday life it becomes your best fantasy. Good night