The Chill Kid with the Cool Hat

It's tearing me apart.

You know those things you want to do, but you really shouldn't? Well, I'm right there. It's been over two years and it's been a miserable two years at that. There hasn't really been a day that's gone by that I haven't replayed the situation in my head. What if I fought for it? I must've asked myself that question a thousand times.

Well, I've decided to do it. I'm going to see what comes out of it. See if there's still something there. How can there not be? How could I feel so miserable and she not feel the same?