Day by day, again

Another Christmas

I have truly come to hate Christmas time. Not the fact that it is Jesus's birthday but the commercialism and the pressure to give gifts which will likely be thrown in the closet or a drawer. Then when you tell friends family that you truly don't want anything for Christmas nobody listens.

It's been a little over a year since Dad died and I still miss him desperately. My stepmother has turned in to a different woman and we rarely talk. I have never met a greedier human being. It is disgusting! Thank goodness I don't have to deal with her at all if I don't want to which I don't.

I have changed jobs and I am having a hard time charting and learning the tablet pc I was given. I am trying but it's a pain in the ass and takes forever. I suppose once I get used to it I will not take as long to finish. But until then it's really trying my patience.

I have little happiness in my life right now and I hope that will change soon. My arthritis is getting worse each year and I spend each day in pain which I am used to but I am having more bad days as each month goes by. It is sometimes so hard to move that it brings tears to my eyes. I suppose I am going to have to break down and agree to injectable or intravenous meds but I want to hold off as long as I can.

Anyway, right now life sucks!