Grandma's Pearls

no visits for grandma

Well, I talked to my daughter the other day and now it looks like she won't be able to come visit for a few days or bring her daughters for a month long visit. They were supposed to stay with us for about a week, then thier other grandma, then other family members on thier dad's side and then back to this side of the family before they went back home. Needless to say, the girls are really upset about not coming, but, it can't be helped right now. Thier mom can't afford to drive here and back without someone going along and covering half of the gas. Since my son can't go along now, due to complications at work, she can't afford to come either. They were going to split the gas, both ways. It really sucks too. This weekend will be the 1 year anniversary of my mother passing away. I was looking forward to spending that time with my oldest daughter and my 2nd son. I haven't seen him in about 3 years now and that in itself is painful. I got to see my oldest daughter for a few days last year but then she went back to florida, to her husband and her girls. But, sometimes things happen for a reason, although I don't know what the reason could be, I'm sure it will be revealed eventually. Guess I'm going to stop for now. I have some thinking to do and I just don't feel like writing anymore right now.