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The story of two men and their struggles against the power of conscience. |
Chad sat up in his bed, thinking about everything that had happened over the past few days trying to make some sense of it. He thought about the first day he had stepped foot in the Meyers house, the strange apparitional experience that he had there and the dreams he had been having. He tried to rationalize everything by convincing himself that his conscience was probably punishing him for not having done more that night on the beach all those years ago. He knew that he wasn't thinking rationally when he began to wonder if David or Lisa Meyers were trying to tell him their story. It was difficult, though, to explain the dream with the man he saw in the kitchen window at his own house, the same man from the beach house...no features, no physical contact...just a silhouette and the eyes...there was something about those eyes. Despite everything he had seen or imagined, it was a simple question that haunted him the most. Why did Eddie kill? Was it rejection? Had he been bullied and harassed to the point that when Lisa Meyers rebuffed his advances, he simply snapped like everyone always said he would? It wasn't a matter of if, they always said, but when. Chad believed that the events of that night at the bluffs had been the final straw that had pushed Eddie to his limit and he wondered how much society bears responsibility for one innocent soul's inability to cope with one of the most common obstacles that people face. Acceptance. He knew it to be true, however, that while kids can be cruel, most who are on the receiving in don't become killers and there is little sympathy for those who do. He checked his cell phone and noticed a missed message. It was Jack. "Chad...The answer to your question is no...I didn't forget. But it wasn't Eddie Irving that killed those people that night... you probably knew that, didn't you?" Chad was shocked and wondered what it was that Jack knew about the murders. He was never exactly trustworthy and had hurt so many people in high school, some with his words and others with his fists. Unless you were in the circle of his closest of friends, you may as well have not existed and even then, you might end up with a knife in your back, figuratively speaking, of course. There was, however, a distinctive hopelessness in Jacks voice that must have been the same feelings Eddie Irving felt when no one would give him the time of day or when everyone went out of their way to humiliate and torment him. But if he didn't kill those people, who did? Chad knew that he had to talk to Jack to try to understand why, if he knew who the real killer was all along, that he had let everyone believe for so long that Eddie had done it. He knew exactly where to find him but it was not until almost noon that he worked up the nerve to go. When he arrived, he saw the navy blue pickup truck sitting in the same place they had always parked. A small parking lot had been built since their days in high school and there was not a single car there, yet Jack chose to park on the shoulder of the road. He was likely at the bottom of the steps on the beach, waiting for Chad, who nervously wiped away the sweat beads that had accumulated on his forehead. His stomach was in knots and his breathing labored but he had come this far and was determined to get answers. There was a cool breeze blowing aimlessly and the shrill cries of the hungry gulls were the only other sound. Chad reached the bottom of the bluffs and looked around at the beach. He hadn't been down there in several years and it was clear that the high school parties continued judging from all of the trash that was scattered about. He called out but no answer and he thought that Jack could have walked the five hundred yards or so to the Meyers house. When he got there, however, he was nowhere within sight nor sound. For more than an hour, he walked up and down both ends of the beach before giving up, and accepting the fact that Jack probably didn't want to be found. The uncertainty and anxiety that Chad had felt about meeting him at the bluffs was replaced by a sense of relief, though not without some regret. Back up at the highway he pulled out his cell phone, dialed information and asked to be connected to the Pelican Bay Police Department...homicide. The next morning the investigation into the Meyers murders was unofficially reopened. Days passed and it took on a more official status as suspicion grew when no one had seen nor heard from Jack Prater. Chad almost allowed himself to be disappointed and then remembered who he was dealing with. Though he wanted everyone to believe that he had changed, Jack was, apparently, still the same old Jack. Chad awoke to the sound of birds chirping and bouncing on his bedroom windowsill, pecking and scratching at their reflection in the glass. It was a sound he had never noticed before, though he was sure it was always there and he walked to the window, pulling back the curtains to watch. It was a beautiful morning and despite the obscure events of the days before, he felt refreshed and ready for a new beginning. He had slept well, the first time in a long time that he had. On the lawn, he saw the paper and he slipped on a shirt and his sandals and walked out to pick it up. The headline of the Pelican Bay Herald said it all. Manhunt under way for Local War Hero Implicated in Double Murder. It was true. Speculation had gone from Jack having known the identity of the killer to having possibly been the killer himself. It was a theory that made sense to Chad and many others who were suspicious of a man who's chilling words would seem to clear a suspected killer who had vanished long ago and then disappear himself without a trace. The community was in shock and the amateur lawyers at the Wharf House and O'Reilly's haggled over the admissibility of a voicemail message should Jack Prater be charged with murder. It was all, however, talk and nothing was going to happen right away since the man in question was still missing, that is until his bloated body floated to the top of Pelican Bay a couple of weeks later. Little by little, the picture of what happened all those years before seemed clearer, and for Chad, it was starting to sink in how close he was to it all. Jack must have been overwhelmed with guilt, and wanting to tell someone for years that it was, in fact, he who had killed David and Lisa Meyers and not Eddie Irving...that it was he who dared Eddie to go to the beach house, knowing that they were already dead inside. And maybe, just maybe, it was he who was the reason that Eddie had never been seen since. Chad wondered if his first experience, that day dream in the Meyer's house was a glimpse at the final moment of Eddies life, an old story being retold years later, maybe by Eddie himself, reaching out from the beyond. The more he thought about it, the more ridiculous it sounded, yet still he could not explain it. It could have as easily been Jack last moments. Whatever dreams or thoughts had emerged in the midst of it all, it was no doubt explained by the power of conscience. As for Jack...he was a changed man, so he said...not the same guy he was in high school and for the first time, Chad actually believed it. There remained a lot of unanswered questions, the most obvious being how it was he never saw it coming. All of the signs were there, but everyone ignored them in Jack Prater, though they all saw them clear as day in Eddie Irving. He continued to lived on in the minds of those who knew him, though not so much the demonic murderer stalking the beaches as had been his only legacy before in Pelican Bay. Now, he was just going to be that gothic boy of which everyone would ask..."Whatever happened to Eddie Irving?" Jack had become heavily intoxicated. For a while, though, he seemed calm and drank by the fire, mingling with the others. Felicia had not shown up and he was furious, but he kept it to himself. Everyone had been drinking and there was not a sober one among them, but still the party raged on. Though always the loudest one at any party, no one even noticed him slip off down the beach, bottle in hand. By the time he was near to the bottom of it, he saw the light from the house. He had been watching that beach house for months, since the new owners had moved in. It was nice, though small; still it was obvious that the owners were of the more affluent variety. The name on the mailbox by the road was Meyers and a beautiful woman lived there. She had caught his eye a time or two. He would walk along the bluffs, hiding in the rocks, waiting to catch a glimpse of her as she walked in and out of the sliding glass door. She would lie out on the beach and many times, he would be tempted to go down and introduce himself as if she would simply ignore that she was married or even give him the time of day, a young man's arrogant fantasy. The husband was always working late and when he would show up later in the evening they would hug and kiss each other as if they were making up for lost time, which always killed the moment for Jack and that was his cue to leave. He had become obsessed with her. She was a rope that was just out of reach, a challenge for someone like Jack. When he was watching her, it was as if there were no others, not even his beloved Felicia. His drunken state emboldened him and he decided that it was time to move in and have a closer look. He could hardly stand up and he stumbled through the sand and rock. It was dark and the moon had become masked with clouds, though the lights from the house illuminated the immediate area. He heard her walking around and she herself thought she heard someone walking on the beach but looking down from the stilted porch, it was apparent that she did not see the young man standing there looking back up at her. "Is somebody out there?" she asked Jack looked at her and tried to force a smile, but of course did not give her a clue to his presence. She was in a sweatshirt and he had his eyes on her, thinking of all the things that young men think about when they see a beautiful young woman in nothing but a sweatshirt. His breathing was faster from the walk up the beach...or maybe it was the sight of her, of Lisa Meyers...or maybe it was both. The booze was beginning to take its toll and he dropped the near empty whiskey bottle on the sand as he walked toward the steps. Lisa, still uneasy and sensing something was wrong, walked inside and closed the sliding door. As Jack got to the steps that led to the deck his head began to spin and he suddenly felt dizzy and nauseous. He turned around and sat in the sand, leaning against the bottom step. It was the last thing he would remember. It took him some time but Eddie worked up the nerve. He climbed down from his hiding place, a rocky outcropping inside an alcove, down to the beach and headed toward the house. As he got closer, he saw Jack passed out at the base of the steps. He was disappointed but relieved at the same time, still not sure that he would be able to go through with what Jack had told him to do. At first, he did not approach but when he saw the condition that Jack was in, he saw an opportunity to avenge all the pain and humiliation that he had been forced to endure. He came closer, cautious and quiet, not sure what he would do, but do something, he would. Jack was sprawled across the steps on his side exposing the polished grip of a butterfly knife, an open invitation to his coat pocket. Still he slept, soundlessly. The lights in the house were on and though the sliding door on the back patio was closed, the window was open and he could hear someone walking around inside. Eddie climbed the steps, stopping to slip the knife from Jacks pocket. He flipped it open and unleashed the blade. Holding it to his nose, he could still smell the rubber from the tire of his father's car. He was not angry, though. Not anymore. For once in his miserable life, he felt liberated and in complete control. He did not make a sound as he walked up to the glass and just as Lisa was walking to the sliding glass door, Eddie knocked on it three times. She was caught by surprise and abruptly expelled a short involuntary shriek, instinctively cupping her hands to her face. Before she was able to recover her senses and lock the door, it was too late. It was open and Eddie was standing in the threshold. She stood there in shock, shaking and overwhelmed by terror, unable to move or muster another scream. "I have a message for you," said Eddie as he walked toward her, following her around the sofa waiting for her response as though he had just posed an encrypted challenge. "Jack told me to tell you that. You do know Jack, don't you?" he asked. Lisa shook her head. "No...I...I...don't...please..." She pleaded in whispers hoping the boys would not hear and would stay in their room. "Sure you do...he's the jerk that's passed out at the bottom of your steps. He told me he's been here before. I have a message for you...He told me to tell you that." Lisa's fear was inconsolable and she began to hyperventilate, still fighting the urge to scream for fear of drawing her boys into the room. Eddie became agitated...at her, at Jack...but mostly at himself for being so stupid. He wanted her to stop but she wouldn't. He told her to stop but she couldn't and with every passing second, he became more and more enraged until finally he knew what he had to do to make Jack pay. As Lisa went to her knees struggling to catch her breath, he walked up behind her and grabbed her by the hair, snatching her back to her feet. He put his hand over her mouth and nose and pulled her into his shoulder with all his strength, resting his cheek on the side of her head. Already winded, Lisa's struggle was a short one and within seconds, she wasn't moving at all. "Maybe you didn't hear me," he said, "I said....I have-a message- for you." He let go and her lifeless body fell to the floor. He was dazed and still not certain of what he had done. It had all happened so fast. There was, however, a strange new sense of exhilaration that came over him. It was power and control...something he had never felt before. Suddenly there was a rustling of keys at the front door. He hid behind the draperies as the door came open and David Meyers came walking in through the foyer. He walked toward the glass door and around the sofa and at the moment he saw the body of his wife on the floor, Eddie buried the blade of the knife deep into his stomach, ripping it out and back in several times as David sunk to his knees his body recoiling with every blow. No less than twenty five times, Eddie heaved the blade into David's body. For the first time in his life, Eddie didn't feel powerless at all. David was still on his knees clutching the mortal wounds that riddled his torso when Eddie placed his hand to his forehead and tilted his head back. David could hardly utter the words. "Who...are you?" he asked as he drew his final breath, and Eddie replied, "I am the messenger." As he turned and walked to the sliding door, he heard one of the boys, Max, walk into the living room. "Mommy?" he called. The boy's helplessness was familiar. He knew it all too well. The fear...the pain. The tears. It was this place...this unforgiving, miserable place, he thought, that had been the cause of all of his tears. He walked out of the house and down the steps, pausing for a moment to wipe the blood from his hands on Jacks coat and place the bloody knife in his open hand. And then he simply vanished and that was the last that anyone ever saw of Eddie Irving. ©2008 K. Sullivan Pierce |