The Corrupted World Of Floyd Banks

The Return

The last time I wrote here was more than one year ago.... what's happened since then? A whole heap of shit... Sigh... I've changed so much... learnt so much... understand so soo much now. You're probaly thinking 'What the hell is this guy talking about?' Which I don't blame you for having that point of view, but if i can I'll try to explain.

Those of you who are long time fans of this blog will see evidently from my previous posts that I do in fact have problems. Those of you who are new could just go back and read some of my previous posts and you'll be able to understand better. Am i still drinking? Yes, but it has lessened significantly. Am i still gaming? Yes, but that too has been cut down ALOT. I do spend my extra time now reading and doing Shotokan karate and swimming. And i'm also doing better in school because i'm actually studying and preparing myself beforehand for classes. But, still at the end of the day i'm falling short of my potential.

So many things I want to say... but, i just don't have the energy to expend on it. I mean, i CAN, but i guess its my sheer lazyness. This is becoming a bigger curse than most realise... This disease which is lazyness is destroying me as a person... I'm going to become what i fear most.. mediocore, when in actuality I want to achieve greatness. So, in order to put myself bk on walking the higher path I'm going to resume blogging.

I was looking at earlier posts i did, like my first couple and I spoke out on really difficult topics, which i didn't realise were that immense at the point in time. I was 18 and the point in time, I'm 21 now. I'm 3 years older & 3 years wiser. Perhaps i could spread my knowledge with others and someone could be enlightened. Or perhaps i'll enlighten myself.... I'm going to start back writing folks! Its true, Banks is back!