Writing Journal/ Blog ~NurseWriter~

What can I do? Word Count-181

1/20/08 Writing

I sit her exhausted after 3 days in a row, thats 36 hours, and I am so tired my eyes are closing.  I don't know what to write about other then I am still very upset about the Fire Hazard I wrote about yesterday.

People at work tell me I am nuts, my mother tells me I have to do something before we lose our lives here in this house. 

How do you tell an adult not to do somthing, that obviously they feel they have the right to do?  Are not the other 4 family members, in the house, important enough that you should be able to be told NOT to smoke in here?

I am speechlesss.

I feel like a prisoner in a dream.  I keep hoping to wake up, but the same bad dream keeps happening ever day.

Well I will go get some rest and tomorrow I am going to have to seek family help with this, as my basement still smells of smoke and I can't just sit here leaving our family in danger.