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| Dunno...life is just so unpredictable, and so unfair at times, I feel like comitting suicide. Need to study a lot...can't do that, need to brush up my creativity, can't do that....why? All because my foot has turned into a huge DRUM! Had a real tough time hiding tears from my sisters tonight. I've tackled such swellings before, but these usually come and make me suffer for maximum five days, this time it is continuing for the past one month! Won't get my doctor before the 25th. I don't wanna give up, but... The total geography of my face has changed. Swelled face, fat eyes, messy hair...damn! I HATE myself. At my age people can be so active...just look at me! I'm such a lazybone! People are misunderstanding me today. They think I'm trying to run away from studies...But I'm not I'm not ...I'm not... OH Lord Allmighty... Kill me...I don't want such a life... Took a paracetamol, now I'm a bit steady... My room's turned into an oven...My sister thinks I'm chatting with others...Nobody can write a diary in computer, she says... Wish Icould die...wish I could die.... every single moment is so unpredictable.... |
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