Mountains of my life: Forever Soldier

Where to start?

Not decided where to start, what to choose. I came into this site, and was hired as a writer. And now I'm earning dollars. And what happened? I'm not exactly in a mess, but the way things are, my mind seems to become empty with creative art, or the things that I used to write and do here at Writing.Com. Truly, when you decide to write for art, or you want to give out all your creative power inside, you must forget dollars and dollars.

Now, where are my dollars? Oh, I got used to partying and telling my friends that I have dollars. So I spent them all. Now, I have to write and write more, there doing research writing, and forget all the creative power inside me.

My, what am I a writer?

Not really.