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Bare and uncensored personal expression. Beware!!! |
*sighs* I just can't get motivated today so I've decided to give myself the day and night off. It's already late, blog time and I always blog but I'm giving myself permission to blog and nothing more. Perhaps I'll kick back with some TV or a movie later or maybe a book. It's been a while since I last read some fiction in harcopy form so it's time I did that. I had a fairly productive week last week and I'm starting to see that you just can't be creative all the time. No one should have to work 7 days a week and expect to be as productive all the time. Sometimes it's important to take a break, rest the mind. I've been thinking some more about Persevering Poets Present. I still think that so many people could do this better then I but I'm offering something to the community and so far the members seem to really appreciate it. My biggest concern is letting them down. If I sent them to a group and they couldn't get involved their or it failed or was a discouraging environment I'd feel responsible. Sure I don't much like creating the articles each week for the workshop, and it's been near impossible to get people talking in the Ponder Poetry forum and I keep putting off finishing the Poet of the Week section but still people are supporting the venture. I also don't want to give up since I could really make something out of this. I want to share myself with the community. I want to give back to the people who love WDC like I do instead of just taking. Sometimes I think I could do better if I just used my time to review. I don't know. ![]() But I'm going around in circles and something I think maybe I should just role dice to see which way fate falls. But I've got self imposed vow. I NEVER make important decisions when I'm on a low and at the moment, while it's fairly mild I most definately AM on a low. So basically I'm putting off deciding what to do at this point, giving myself a little slack. I'll have to put together another lesson tomorrow and I still havent' decided what to focus on. Anyway, that's a blog entry. Not much of one but seriously, I'm taking a break. ![]() |