Kimberly's Deep Thoughts

Mental Block

I have not been writing much lately. Everything seems to be happening at once, which is really scary. We are almost finished with the book (my friend and I), and I'm almost finished with my new project (wedding planner) which is completely out of character for me. Now, when I have to be the most focused, the most excited, I'm a mess. I have no confidence that any of this is going to work out. THANK GOD I have a very optimistic friend who seems to believe that I can do anything. If I didn't have him to continue to reassure me that I'm not a complete disaster, then I would have probably gave up a long time ago. Not to mention that school starts in a week, my boyfriend is a complete nightmare, and my family is worse (if that's possible). I know what your thinking, how many people have the opportunities that you have had and your complaining? I ask myself that question everyday, but it doesn't work. I still find a way to make the glass half empty. Tell me again why I go to therapy?