The Corrupted World Of Floyd Banks

Evil side?

Good evening everyone and sorry for the recent lack of updates in my blog. I have classes 6 days of week and i don't really get much time to myself to think. And the time i actually do get i waste away gaming... sorry.

Ok, for a long time i've had this topic in my head, but i've never written it out. Like, the whole Corrupted World of Floyd Banks theme its based upon the concept of in order to understand evil, you must first know evil. As said in Training Day,
To protect the sheep, you got to catch the wolf. It takes a wolf to catch a wolf. This is a very powerful line that should be considered heavily.

How could you protect yourself from the ills of the world if you don't know what the ills of the world are? How can you stop crime if you don't understand crime? How can you stop poverty if you don't understand poverty? Look at the movie Batman Begins. In it, in order for Bruce Wayne to truly get a deeper understanding of right and wrong he himself becomes an outcast and goes on the opposite end of the law to get a better understanding.

In order for me to truly understand what's wrong with the wolrd today i have to allow myself to experience the negative. I can't always be a good person, no because then i would only see the world from one standpoint. Like i said before i cannot preach from my high horse down to people when i myself don't understand what they're doing/going through. So, i'm going to allow myself to become corrupted and not try to stop the process. In fact, its already begun... i know i've changed from how i was before. But, i wonder if this is me becoming corrupt or just me growing up. Am i just throwing away my child-like simplistic views of the world and finally understanding how to survive in the real world?

And if i am, what was wrong with how i used to think before? Was it really so wrong and so silly?.....Apparently it was