Musings and Meanderings

Long time since the last entry

Despite of all the reminders, I haven't "found the time" to write in my blog. No excuses, just good ol' procrastination and avoidance. And fright.

I did enter the 15 for 15 contest, though, which was one of the toughest things I've ever done. It forces me to write, and I've had a major block for a few years now - this exercise will allow me to get those rusted gears running again. I haven't been able to even look at the other entries, I know it would wreak havoc on my new-found fragile confidence - silly, I know. I should trust myself and the process more, but it has been a long time.

I also began a story called "House" - it came out of nowhere, and I have no idea where it is going. At least I'm doing it, another thing for which I can pat myself on the back. How insecure I sound! It will get better, I know. It just takes time. And we all do have time, it is just how we use it that makes the difference. Now I only have to practice what I preach.. Keep the faith!