Go Ahead and Ask Me

okay....

I'm not as pissed as I was when I wrote that entry. She's making up for it. She said that she is going to pay for my skin problem...

I hate depending on her. There is nothing as stressful as depending on this woman.

Does she get my tax return, since she claimed me as a dependent? Does anyone know? I'm really worried that she will. I'm getting a decent-sized one, enough to buy a junkie ole car and not be so dependent on others.... I can't just let her have $1,000+ money that is mine.

And remember the whole drama I had back in February about, "Did I really forgive her?" ("YOU CAN'T FORCE YOURSELF TO LOVE" ) etc? Well, it's coming back. I hate that she has this hold on me.

So I haven't known what to do with myself for a day, now. I've got so much to do, but I always just end up doing nothing. I'm going to go finish my taxes, do my Spanish homework, then I'm going to class. (today is a long day. I don't have a break until 3AM again. )