A glimpse into my unconventional mind. |
At least in the eyes of a quitting smoker! So, I hear lots of people say there is no good time to quit. But, are there times worse than others? I am trying to buy a house. Is this a bad time? Or, if I succeed, will it be a legendary moment in time for me? I am trying to think the latter. As a single woman, credit issues can be a major PIA. I keep hitting one after another (creditor) trying to get money that is slated for my house. Jeez, why didn't I pay more attention? Why is it all coming to a head right now? It's hard to believe how synchronistic it is. So what is the message for me? I truly believe the due diligence of attacking this credit thing head on, combined with quitting smoking is a good thing. There are qualities of strength and courage I am finding within myself that feel good even though I am crying at the drop of a hat. My advice to anyone who wants to listen is, face your fears, do what you know needs to be done and, if nothing else, you'll feel better about yourself and the decisions you've made. I am afraid to say I think things will go well but, oh, I just said it didn't I? lol Ok then, I feel things are going to go well and this is the beginning of the rest of my life. |